Search Results: giving him a chance

The female I'm with is 27. She's 5'3. We were playing around and I was tossing stuff at her and laughing. I lmfao so hard I stumbled as she was trying to catch me. I fell on the bed and that's when she climbed on me and sat on my legs, had 1 of her legs on each side of me. She sat her big booty all the way down on my upper legs and I casually tried to push it off, but not real hard. I failed, but I was laughing still. So I decided to seriously try. She had her booty airtight on my legs, and I went, "unnnhhh!!!😣😣" And her booty raised up maybe an inch, but still sat airtight on me. That was all I had though, so I went, unhh?"😩😩as my legs crashed back down, her booty flattening me. So I decided to try to push her upper legs out, each side. I went, "unnnh!!😣😣" But her upper legs sat airtight against mine, she crushed me there, so I yelled, "agggh!😩😩😩" As I looked on both sides and saw how thick her legs were and I went, "awwgh😕😕" and laid flat, giving up. She went, "hmmph😏😏😏😏I weigh 164, and I'm putting it all on you, so just lie there and take it!😊" I felt frustrated. I really did try my best! As soon as I had looked on both sides, saw her upper legs that thick... I knew I had no chance! She's tough, uggh!😩😩I'm frustrated about it! What should I say or do?

1. Am 25 years old
2. 5 feet 6 inches in height
3. Overweight at the moment weighing in the 220s (working on losing the weight)
4. On social security disability and unemployed
5. Lives at home still
6. I am a self taught amateur programmer at the moment
7. I am enrolled in uni and start classes on Tuesday
8. I lean conservative politically.
9. I voted for Donald Trump and will again
10. I am southern (come with the accent and everything)
11. I have Aspergers and mental health issues (they are improving overtime)
12. I have a criminal conviction of stalking and harassment (I served 3 years probation for it)
13. I have been hospitalized over 13 times in my life involuntarily
14. I still crush on high school girls
15. I am a loving, giving person who would fall madly in love when I do
16. I am not a virgin. I lost my virginity at age 20 to a 16 year old girl who was also a virgin. She never wanted anything to do with me after that.
17. I never had an actual girlfriend. While I am not a sexual virgin, I am a relationship virgin.

I seek the following:
I seek an attractive girl 17 or older (but probably at least 18) who has never had a romantic bond before. Meaning no previous boyfriends or even male best friends whom she was close to and had feelings for in her youth. That is the main requirement. Essentially, I want a girl that has never had her first love before. This has nothing to do with her sexual past, but everything to do with who she shared her heart with before.

I prefer (but not necissarily a requirement) a shy girl. A girl who is submissive and cute would be nice.