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I know it's a weird question, and it may appear shallow, but the truth Is another one: i've been with my boyfriend since a pair of months (se were friends before, but he was attracted to me). At first he fell in love with me but i wasn't aesthetically and sexually attracted to him. Then, After a few months, sharing our daily Life, emotions, projects and so on... I started to feel a deep emotional connection and we ended to make sex. Since then, we are engaged... I still feel that connection, even more actually, but there Isn't that pulsional fascination about him. I mean, I don't find him attractive, but I'm attached to him and enjoy the sensual stuff. The idea to leave him Is terrible to me tho. What if it's Just dependence?

The reason I ask for opinions is because I don’t believe he could ever like me. He is a beautiful 39 year old successful Italian man and I’m just me.

He owns a cafe and I’ve been a regular customer since it opened. We have a very flirty relationship and he does make sexual jokes and comments. He tends to go hot and cold also. He has gotten jealous in the past and he often asks if I have a boyfriend.

Yesterday I saw him and he was saying the man who marries me will be a lucky b*stard. He gave me a hug, pulling me tight against him. He also pulled my head into his shoulder/chest area. He then let me go because he remembered we shouldn’t be touching because of COVID.

Today he showed me some video on his phone. It was just a long video of the water he was swimming in. He was stood so close to me that our arms were touching.

He was telling his colleague not to look at my bum. I said “well I do have a nice bum”. He had a look and said “it’s ok, I’ve seen nicer bums” I think he was joking. He sometimes admits that he’s teasing me.

He then said “I could tell you that you’re the most beautiful girl in the world but you wouldn’t believe me because there is no most beautiful, there’s always someone better” and then said there are people better than him and better than me.

Is there any chance that he could be attracted to me?

So my boyfriend got back in contact with a girl he used to date through Snapchat and this girl came to me last week telling me that my boyfriend had sent her a d**k pic and tried to start a sexual conversation with her which she showed me. I confronted my boyfriend and he said it’s not a big deal that it’s not cheating. He said he is still really attracted to his ex and when he talks to her he just gets carried away. His ex is lovely and we had a good chat, she warned me that he is a extremely sexual person and he can’t be just with one girl hence why she ended it with him. Would you be able to forgive that?