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Yes my anxiety is getting to me.

Last week I said that I'm basically starting my life over. You can read it here.

One of the things I want to do is getting back into Entrepreneurship. I've always wanted to be an investor and maybe run my own Real Estate company.

When I left high school I tried. I studied to trade stocks and when I was 19 I made a Robinhood account and tried to invest, and I blew it. I rushed into it with little knowledge and practice trying to make as much money as I can with what little I had. I made some good trades, but the bad ones killed them. It discouraged me from doing it again and with other issues I've been going through I've lost interest for almost a year and a half.

Well now I think I'm going to just forget what I know and start from square one. I'm going to do actual research and practice my trades, and most importantly I'm going to take my time with this and not rush into it like last time, and I'm going to see my mistakes as something to learn from not a reason to quit.

Embarrassingly I'm still living off my mother's allowance and plasma donations, but there's a medical billing company that's trying to get it's start and my mother is training me to work with them, and I'm basically pre hired, but that job isn't a guaranteed because there's an issues with trying to find a new owner, but I'm still hoping, and there's also other billing companies that might be interested.

Whatever my income is I think I'm going to take all my change and put in a stock broker account while I practice stock trading. I will save it up to $1000 or so before I even think about trading again.

I've had a talk with my mother about my plan and she told me that no matter what I decide to do with my life she 100% supports me no matter how long it takes. I may have made mistakes in my life, but I'm going to turn them around.

To clarify:
M☉ = Solar mass
MJ = Jupiter mass

And here's why I used the cut offs that I did
Between 13MJ and.07 M☉, a star can fuse deuterium but not hydrogen 1

Between.07 and.8 M☉, a star can fuse hydrogen but not Helium and won't undergo a planetary nebula at the end of its' life and instead contracts into a "blue dwarf"

Between.8 and 8 M☉, the star is large enough to fuse helium into higher elelements but can't go all the way up to Iron and when it dies it undergoes a planetary nebula, leaving its' core as a white dwarf.

Between 8 and 40 solar masses the star can fuse elements into iron and when it collapses, it produces a supernova leaving behind a neutron star.

Between 40 and 100 solar masses the star will undergo a "hypernova (long gamma ray burst)" and leave behind a black hole.

Above 100 solar masses, the core is so hot that it continuously blows off the outer layers of the star until the core collapses into a black hole.