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Last year I sustained a massive blow to the head and it cracked my skull and caused permanent memory loss and temporary seizures.
I've mostly recovered, but I ran into a girl who knew me and she said she was my ex, and I kept telling her I didn't know her, she started crying and said she didn't understand. I explained my injury but she cried more, eventually walking away.
She was married, so I didn't understand why she'd be so upset. But apparently I had dated her for a few years, according to my friends, and she was my first love. But I don't remember her at all.
I have a current girlfriend, and she had a difficult enough time when I got hurt, so I haven't mentioned it to her. But my friends say I should tell her and try to remember more. But I dunno.
Should I feel bad for not remembering my ex?

Many years ago, i had a beautiful, loving, scaring and genuine girlfriend.
i can honestly say there is or was no one like her, girls like her are very rare.

Anyway, about 2 years into our relationship. i became emotionally unstable.
Try as i might i couldnt change. i hurt her, terribly. i never meant to, but i did.
i cheated on her with her own sister, i hit her, swar at her.

Eventually, she left (not that i blame her, i always wished her well). i never made contact with her for 7 years. Yesterday, i found out that she died from a very aggressive form of cancer, aged just 28 years old. She married her long term boyfriend before she died, she was with him for 7 years also.

I was and still am in shock. I still remember our first date, how she smelled so incredible, what she wore, and even what we talked about. that was 12 years ago.

I want to visit her grave, and tell her how sorry i am. She made me a better person by leaving, and she protected herself, i dont doubt that. I think if i could ask Emma now if i could visit her grave, she would say no, but i also think she would say "But if it would make you feel better"

I am now happily married to another woman, who reminds me of Emma in every way. Smart as hell, funny, unassuming, loving and devoted... im just a different man. Emma changed my life, and i will always be grateful.

What do i do?