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I'm 19 and I graduated high school this year. I don't have my license and I have never had a job. I've been sitting around on my phone all summer and not really doing anything. I don't want to go to college because I hate school and I barely graduated high school. I don't want to work because working sucks (everyone says that) and I hate people telling me what to do. I am my own person and I have feelings too. I'm not your personal fucking servant. I don't do chores around the house because my parents demand it and never ask nicely. I tell them off constantly. My parents call me a lazy piece of shit every day of my life and tell me I won't amount to anything. They tell me to get a job but won't help me apply to a job and I really don't want to work. I don't have many friends and have always been an outcast at school. I argue and fight with everyone and never get along with anyone. I hate my parents all they do is call me derogatory names and belittle me. I went to a mental hospital in May because I had an suicidal breakdown and they put me on Zoloft and a hormonal birth control because I have too much testosterone in my blood. I haven't took my pills in about a week because I don't fucking have too. My mom got me an appointment with a behavioral psychologist or therapist on Monday who will help me get on track. Only if I fucking let them. I don't have to listen to a word they say. I told my mom I'm not going and it's a big waste of time and money and she can't make me go. She got really pissed off and started threatening me. You can't fucking make me do anything, period. I don't know why she thinks she can. Can she make me go, I don't think she can?

ok so both my mom and my sister are bossy, as in if I don't do what they say they will find some way to hate me and do something mean and manipulative and be angry at me... call me names and judge me and look down on me for no reason. They have zero forgiveness skills and are very narcissistic. I'm thinking of cutting them out of my life, but they are the only two people that I'm super close to. If I stay super close to them their lies will never allow me to become friends and be close to my husband, my children or any friends or other family members. they tell me things like, no one likes me and to fuck everyone else. But they're the ones that truly are hurting me and disregarding my feelings and opinions like I should only worship them and allow them to have feelings and opinions. I shouldn't allow my husband, friends or kids to have any feelings or opinions either or they will be MAD. What should I do?