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Ok, so lady's i need ur help on coming to a decision about this relationship im in and weather or not to kick the one im with to the curb. its a long story so ill try to keep it short and sweet. the beef with my girl and i started a few months back when we first got together i dont trust anyone so one day i randomly go through her phone and seen that she was having multiple conversations with different men on kik.. right then and there i wanted to call it quits bkuz i just dont have time4 games, she told me that day that thoese people didint matter that she loved me and deleted the app. like ik its f*#! ed up but a few days later i hooked up with another woman, i didint take the relationship serious i mean how could i? so fastfoward a littlebit she found out about the fling that i had. she's was really up set and told me she wanted space we didint talk for a week maybe a little more then she calls me one day asking if we can b together and workout things. i said sure right away because i truly felt like maybe things could workout and she's the real soft innocent type so i doubted that she was capable of doing grimmie shit. so she cameover that night and we got freaky🙈but before that happened i asked her multiple times if she has been with anyone else and she told me no straight to my face everday for a WEEK! till one day she broke down and couldn't lie to me anymore and told me that she slept with another man. i tbh really dont know what to do like she's the best friend I've ever had but on the other hand this is just the tip of the iceburg she still talks to 2of the guys she had on kik and one em them i caught her making plans to meet up with but never did.. i think. i know im a filthy pig 🐷 for sleeping with another woman but I've done everything to prove to her i really wanted only her. So what should i do lady's 🎤sholud i stay sholud i go I don't know.🎶

- She always found excuses to touch my arms or shoulders.
- She liked being near me, invading my personal space.
- If I get really close to her face with mine, she won't move away. She'd just look down.
- if I stare at her eyes sometimes she stakes back. Other times she'll quickly look away.
- She'd follow me everywhere especially if I didn't initiate conversation.
- Whenever we hung out just us 2, she only told her closest friend.
- Sometimes we broke off from a group & friends would tease us. She would just play along saying "we were having a lovely chat".
- She invited me to things, texted me a lot.
- One day I sent her 2 flirty texts complimenting her.
- She ignored one & thanked me for the other.
- Next time we met as a group, it was awkward, but she still made an effort to ask me if I'm ok as I was sad about it and tried to maintain conversation with me. But then she moved away. - I later invited her to hang out but she sort of brushed it off saying we should get a group together.
-So I apologised if the texts made her feel uncomfortable and told her I only see her as a friend by text & she said it's cool and that I don't need to worry about It.
- So we said we'd both go to a group social but she said she was tired so she couldn't last minute and now she won't talk to me at all.
- Id sent her a flirty complimenting text before and after that one she thanked me after 3 days and became really touchy when we next met.