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I ended things back in November with some one who I had been on and off with for a long time. he could never quite commit because he the year before had just gotten out of a long relationship (he was 14 when it started 23 when it ended) and he had cheated on her in the end, which he told her right away and resulted in the break up. I have always been close with him, there has always been a lot of sexual tension and when we started seeing eachother it was like it was on fire. we felt made for eachother, but his insecurities kept getting in the way. If I acted in any way "needy" he was tell me I was "stressing him out" yet he would also accuse me of messing with his emotions. our arguments about what we were were never good, and so in a really heated fight when he told me he couldn't be a boyfriend right now, and that he was done. I just ended it and blocked him on my phone and stopped all contact. before this i remember threatening to never talk to him again, and it's the first tie I've never seen him nearly cry. I missed him incredibly. I have been seeing some one else, but just last night I couldn't take it anymore and I called him. I only let it right about twice. I then get a missed call from him about 3 minutes later. then a text tellling me he missed the call because he was in the shower and that it's been a while and how am I. then another call, which i decline. then a voicemail telling me that he saw that I had called and to call me when i got the message. I blocked him again to keep him frmo callling. I was completely freaking out. I miss him, but I don't think things with him will be any different, I just don't know why all the enthusiasm after me just calling him one time. I just don't know how to feel right now, and I really do like the person I'm seeing right now, but my relationship with him was the most passionate thing I have ever experienced and i can't seem to shake it.