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Met a girl, we talked. She had a boyfriend. I waited, they broke up. The next year we got together. Things were good, my career progressing, our life together growing. My recovery from drugs is going well, then I decide I no longer want to drink because its holding me back. I had a long history of partying, she did not, she wanted to experience my old life. I wanted to help, I tried to guide her through her experience at a distance... It became too much for me to handle because she was acting suspiciously. I discovered a fake facebook page of hers.(hers not a copycat) discovered that she had tried meth at a rave, uncovered the fact she slept in a hotel with a guy and her best friend (best friend was a tweeker and a widely known slut) I went fishing in California, commercial crab. My season didn't pay out and she wanted me to come home, so did my sister so I could help care for my father. (79 y/o w/dementia) so I called my lady and told her I couldn't come home because I didn't have enough money for a place to live. She told me to come home anyways. I got home and started looking for work. Took me almost a month to find a job.(I'm a framer by trade but I'd torn my meniscus so was unable to.) Found work at a call center for boa. The day I start I get kicked out by her roommate, man in his 30s... We keep dating a while. And then she says shell be unable to keep our dog at her place so she starts looking for a foster family "temporarily". She comes and gets the dog from me, to "meet" the foster family. I called her and asked her to bring him home and she'd sold our fucking dog!!! Permanantly. I broke up with her then and there. Quit my job and lived homeless in my truck for several months in a deep state of depression ( not revolving around the breakup, my entire life fell apart during this time.)

A few weeks ago I paid an escort for girlfriend experience as my relationships have only failed, and my dating coach helps, but I feel it would be best to receive constructive criticism directly from a girl. She was nice, I learned quite a bit in my time with her and she was very friendly. I went to meet her again for the same reasons, hoping that I could not only learn a bit more, but also make friends with her and know more about her. We talked the whole time and even shared a lot of personal things that I haven't shared with anyone, but I felt comfortable around her, she also let me stay an extra hour for no additional cost. On the way out, she kissed me. I felt sparks, but I thought it was probably just a bit too soon and that it wouldn't last long. I'm still thinking about her and I do believe that I've developed feelings for her. While I don't feel guilty for having developed feelings, I don't know how well I'll be able to take in the fact that she's going to be spending a lot of her time with other guys. We've been talking a lot since then, but I haven't spoken to her in a couple days because I wanted to evaluate how I'm feeling, and I'm pretty sure these feelings are real, but I don't know how it's going to work out. Should I just go for it?