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I was really excited when my business cards got to our house. Suddenly I remembered that this means I'll have to go out and actually talk to people and socialize. I hate having to talk to other people. I always feel like I'm a burden to everyone and normally people don't like me like that. Especially in high school when no one likes me or gave a shit about me. I try to avoid as much contact with other people as much as possible. Only talk when your spoken too, try to avoid others... It's hard for me to even go out with family and have fun.

Now my new business I'm trying to start up is forcing me out of my bubble that I created for myself and I fucking hate it... I don't even know how to deal with it... I used to be a social butterfly and I always did want to start a business but I didn't think it would eventually pressure me into being more social... I don't want to have to talk to people I don't know...