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Basically, in my city there's a high school facebook page for love letters, mainly for shitposting or actual love letters to people, as well as some self-advertisements and looking for> posts (basically high school tinder). I made a (anonymous for obvious reason) submission, posting about myself and what I was looking for. I got quite a few responses (comments/react if you're seriously interested) but there was only 1 girl who actually caught my attention. I have very little mutual friends with her (only 1 mutual friend who I actually properly know irl), but I thought she was beautiful (honestly is, won't leak her insta but quite popular as hell from what is seems). I went on her profile and we do have some common interests, but I also realize she's usually only hanging out with girls. I haven't messaged her yet because I was still thinking about it and I don't exactly have much to lose, but I want to know the best approach. Any tips on this? (I'm 17, she's turning 17 soon)

Personally, I'm "popular" but only to some extent (lots of people know me because I'm in a lot of social groups but they don't exactly know me very well). I think I'm a solid 7-8/10 in terms of looks and financially stable (for a high school student). What're your opinions on this, should I even bother trying?

I've unfortunately been in an on and off relationship with this seemingly amazing girl, and she kept separating us because of a religious difference. But we keep getting back together, and our relationship continues to evolve and she would let us get closer and develop a better relationship.
But back in 2015, we broke up, and because of how I reacted, she said she didn't. want me in her life anymore. And I accepted it.
Then mid 2016, she decided to go on her mission after a visit from the holy Spirit, and the holy spirit also instructed her to reach out to me.
We got back together and our relationship became nothing but incredible. We even planned to get married and everything, but she had to leave on her mission. But she became almost robotic before she left. She broke things off because I wanted to talk to my girlfriend, not a missionary. But I tried to fix things and she was still so conflicted, but only would talk to me about the church.
I let things be for the rest of the mission, and I reached out towards the end to fix things, and I didn't hear anything.
I messaged her phone, which was now her brothers, and he said she got my letter.
I just tried to reach out on social media, but she denied my request and I don't think even read my message.

I'm just absolutely devastated. I thought she was my soulmate. I keep getting told that she may still be thinking and just isn't ready to talk yet. Im worried she's mad at me for something.
I feel betrayed, she said I had become her home, that I was her best friend, and she thought god brought us together again because our love could last a lifetime.

I've unfortunately been in an on and off relationship with this seemingly amazing girl, and she kept separating us because of a religious difference. But we keep getting back together, and our relationship continues to evolve and she would let us get closer and develop a better relationship.
But back in 2015, we broke up, and because of how I reacted, she said she didn't. want me in her life anymore. And I accepted it.
Then mid 2016, she decided to go on her mission after a visit from the holy Spirit, and the holy spirit also instructed her to reach out to me.
We got back together and our relationship became nothing but incredible. We even planned to get married and everything, but she had to leave on her mission. But she became almost robotic before she left. She broke things off because I wanted to talk to my girlfriend, not a missionary. But I tried to fix things and she was still so conflicted, but only would talk to me about the church.
I let things be for the rest of the mission, and I reached out towards the end to fix things, and I didn't hear anything.
I messaged her phone, which was now her brothers, and he said she got my letter.
I just tried to reach out on social media, but she denied my request and I don't think even read my message.

I'm just absolutely devastated. I thought she was my soulmate. I keep getting told that she may still be thinking and just isn't ready to talk yet. Im worried she's mad at me for something.
I feel betrayed, she said I had become her home, that I was her best friend, and she thought god brought us together again because our love could last a lifetime.

I met a girl who changed my life back in 2013, we only dated casually until the beginning of 2014, and we stopped talking because of a minor disagreement. But within a few months, she reached out to me, and we dated exclusively for 6 months, but she broke up with me because she was Mormon, and I'm not.
Over a year and a half later, I reached out to try and fix things because I missed her. She said she was hurt by me not reaching out sooner, and she said she didn't want me in her life anymore.
I was heartbroken, and deleted my Facebook because I didn't want to see her move on.
But, 6 months later she reached out yet again, and I confessed I had been in love with her and we got back together, and she became in love with me. But she committed to going on a mission for her church before we got back together. Despite this, I tried the church, hated it and she stayed with me and we even looked at engagement rings and everything.
But things changed when she left and I was upset, and she broke things off again. I fought for the relationship, and I knew she was conflicted about it, and I just let her finish her mission without getting involved.
I wrote a letter to her to kickstart things back in March and suprisingly never heard from her. I found out she's back, and I tried to reach out on social media to her and she denied my requests and i don't think she's read my message.
I'm absolutely heartbroken, devastated, and depressed. I don't want to lose her and I don't want anyone to love her like I do. She's never ignored me before, and someone gave me a theory that she was suprised by the letter in March, and is just not ready to talk to me right now. But this just hurts. I feel like a complete fool for trying so hard. I wanted to marry this girl, and I thought she was my soul mate.

Long story short, I've been in an off and on relationship with this girl for 5 years because she's Mormon and I am an atheist.

But when we last were together a few years ago, she had already decided to go on a mission, but we dated anyway, and we found a way to make things work for us. We were talking about getting married, we even looked and picked out rings and I proposed to her, and she said she'd officially accept when she returned.

Two months into her mission, she broke things off and said she didn't want me in her life because things just wouldn't work. I fought for our relationship twice during her mission, and let things be for the second half of her mission, because I could see she was extremely conflicted.

She is due home, and I wrote her a letter to try and fix everything, saying I still loved her and everything, and so far nothing. I texted her cell, knowing her brother had it while she was gone, he replied days later saying it wasn't hers, and I said I knew it was him and asked about the letter, and he said she got my letter. This is important because that's the only time in 5 years her family ever responded or reached out to me.

Even her mom said before she left to text or call her so she could get to know her future son in law more before my girlfriend returned, and she never answered me.

I'm at a loss, I feel I've done everything I can.
I just noticed she's been active on social media, and I requested her and sent her a message. It's only been a few hours, but nothing has come of it. I'm terrified of losing her.

Long story short, I've been in an off and on relationship with this girl for 5 years because she's Mormon and I am an atheist.

But when we last were together a few years ago, she had already decided to go on a mission, but we dated anyway, and we found a way to make things work for us. We were talking about getting married, we even looked and picked out rings and I proposed to her, and she said she'd officially accept when she returned.

Two months into her mission, she broke things off and said she didn't want me in her life because things just wouldn't work. I fought for our relationship twice during her mission, and let things be for the second half of her mission, because I could see she was extremely conflicted.

She is due home, and I wrote her a letter to try and fix everything, saying I still loved her and everything, and so far nothing. I texted her cell, knowing her brother had it while she was gone, he replied days later saying it wasn't hers, and I said I knew it was him and asked about the letter, and he said she got my letter. This is important because that's the only time in 5 years her family ever responded or reached out to me.

Even her mom said before she left to text or call her so she could get to know her future son in law more before my girlfriend returned, and she never answered me.

I'm at a loss, I feel I've done everything, and as far as I can see, she hasn't returned yet, and I haven't heard anything. What do you think about this? And what else can I do?
I've checked, and there is not a single update on her or her family's social media about her, or her returning. I am scared I've lost her.

We broke up years ago because of the religious difference and she said she didn't want me in her life, and in total, between conversations and all, we got back together two years later and built a even stronger relationship, an incredible one vs the last time together. She was conflicted about the church and me during the mission as well.