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Alright, here it goes, I have a big lesbian crush on my best friend. I told her and she said she likes me back, but when I asked her to be my girlfriend she said she just wants to be friends which I can understand because she hasn't taken on the title of lesbian or bisexual, whatever, like I have. But she told me she doesn't like me any more, but at the same time, gives signals that she likes me. We've kissed before and I felt like I had overdosed on happy pills for the rest of the day (we've also kissed after that) She acts really annoyed at me sometimes because I have low self esteem and seems to get really mad at me for almost anything and for awhile has refused to let me touch her. But I was brave a few days ago and decided to kiss her cheek, she squealed and smiled so I take that as she liked it. Also, even though I was annoying her, she and a few of our friends went to play four square in the parking lot and since there were 5 of us, the person not in a square had to stand in the middle and we'd attack them with the ball. So when it was my turn, she yelled "No one hit her!" pretty angriliy, so no one did despite her being annoyed at me earlier. Then I had a panic attack and she attacked like she didn't care but I had a panic attack a few weeks ago at a party and she held me and let me listen to music and slapped the three guys who had scared me. I asked her if she'd rather me do the V thing with my tongue (She hates it) or kiss her when I want to freak her out. She said she'd rather I kiss her. Sometimes she's very distant and aloof, she doesn't get very close to me and yells at me, then others she'll hug me and be super sweet in the way you'd be to your girlfriend or boyfriend. I'm getting a heck of a lot of mixed signals here, can someone please help?

So I've been dating my boyfriend for 2 & half months and he goes to another school. We're both seniors but haven't taken our road test so we can't drive and he goes to a different school. Before we started dating he was so cute & sent me paragraphs and was so sweet and now he never does that and I've told him and he said cause I don't do it much anymore... which i try to do now. He actually said i love you first when we started dating. It was coming to 2 months and we never hung out. Yes I know this is weird I dont like it either lol. But he never makes concrete plans with me he always has track practice or has family over. Also none of his friends or family knows he has a girlfriend which I don't get at all. I went to his track meet the day before our 2 months to surprise him since we never saw each other. Ya see I expected him to be excited but girls never expect anything from your man. I went with my friend so it wasn't weird... I made my parents drive me like 45 mins to go to this meet. I spotted him among all the guys and I was so nervous but he didn't notice me and was walking right in front of the bleachers where were sitting and me and my friend called him while he was walking with his friend & he just laughed & walked away. He was also strained his hamstring so he wasn't running he just came to watch & help out. I thought oh he'll come back but he never did. So I left and we got in this huge fight & said he wanted to make it up to me & take me out that weekend but on Friday he said he couldn't cause he wasn't feeling well. Now it's new year's eve & yesterday we were on Skype & I tried to subtly make him make plans with me so I asked what was he doing & he said oh I'm going out... then we just kept talking & he figured something was up & asked if I was okay & I was like yeah... GUYS NEVER BELIEVE THIS! We want you to fix things we don't want to tell you something is wrong just fyi. We're both going to different colleges and I don't know how much more of this I can take?