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The girl I’m talking to on a dating site is pretty. I’ve spoken to her for a bit.

On her profile there’s a selection where you can add in your profile your ‘attractiveness.’ I thought that was weird most people don’t put it.

On her her profile she puts it as ‘very attractive.’ Is it me or is that an unattractive thing to put on your profile? Good if she thinks that, but to me it sends an opposite kind of message and that it’s kind of a cocky or insecure thing to do

I know this is a depressing topic, I just need to vent right now. I feel like a fucking robot going through my shitty life. I'm unattractive, everything I do is pretty much pointless since we live on a dying planet anyway. Everything has lost it's fun. I don't care about my hobbies anymore. I'm too fucking lazy to write shitty books or do pointless activism. I'm a fucking joke in the dating world. I'm poor and I don't have my own house. Pretty much all music, movies, and video games have lost interest. The only thing I look forward to is dying so I don't have to be a part of this shitty world anymore, because I don't want to be here anymore anyway. My ideal life at this point is living alone in some shitty apartment with a job that involves as little human interaction as possible so that I could just die alone in peace, which why even exist at all? I guess the only reason I haven't done it yet is because I'm scared. People always feed me bullshit about "Everyone is important" and sanctity of life shit, but honestly I think my life doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. I mean, I'm a rape baby that was shit out of someone's vagina, it's not my job to be here and suffer because ungrateful shitheads would miss me. If I can't handle the way the world is, and I'd rather not exist than pretend to be happy at a shitty job around people I hate, why is it my responsibility to exist in a world where I'm not appreciated or needed? Is there anyone that feels the same? Do you think everything would be better if you never existed at all? & don't tell me the world is better because my hateful bitter ass is here to suffer in it. I don't want to be around any of you fuckers I just want to die.