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OK so I have this major major MAJOR crush on this guy in my Spanish and English class. He's sexy asf reads poetry , books , knows about different religions in good detail, and he's not even a jackass and he's smart. So I'm 15 and he's 16 . We talk occasionally like a couple of times before Spanish he would come up to me and he greets me in Spanish and I attempt to greet him back in spansh. u know the basic Como esta? Bien e tu thing. He is sooooo cute. OK back to the subject. And in English class I sit directly in front of him because I have the best luck in the world. So wedsday in class we were finishing up our dialogue and short story where the two characters conflict and all that shiz. I finished mine which was about two people arguing which was the better album (both were deep as hell) and while I was doing the after questions he asked could he read what I wrote. I swear I was sweating bullets the whole time worried asf of what he thought of it cause he the honest type. he said he liked it its cool and interesting. I was like thanks on the outside but the inside I was trying so hard not to do a flip and giggle and yell he likes it. So yea I'm walking around trying to hold back a smile. Anyway skip a few days to now. Here's my question should I write on apiece of notebook paper my Kik and give it to him while leaving class next Friday. I don't want to this to be like my other crushes and go nowhere at all. I want to at least try. this is like the biggest crush I have ever had like every time I see him its like I feel like I got shocked by something and every time I hear his voice I feel like melting. I've seen him around freshman year think damn he's cute but he's so out of my league so I didn't attempt. Now its sophomore year... The problem is I don't want him seeing me as stupid desperate or clingy and shit ugh that's fucking embarrassing. But I know I will regret not trying. But then think how awkward it would be if he was like I dont like you like that and I have to spend the rest of the year sitting right in front of him. So what do y'all think should I give him my Kik or shut up and wait for a miracle

Ok, so my feelings about this guy has been on and off for about 6years. I do date other guys but after the relationship crashes I somehow like him again. There's days when he flirts with me and there's other days when he just acts like a friend. Well guess what, I like him again. I've known him for my whole life and I just feel some type of way about him. I honestly don't know how to explain it. But he's just so damn hard to read, I rejected his kiss because i was too shy but God do I regret that! He messages me first once in a while but it seems like he does it when he has nothing else to do. When I ask him to hang out with me, he doesn't say no or anything and he did ask me to hang with him once in a while now. He would tease me and his hands won't stop touching me lol but I don't know if it for fun or if he actually likes me. I really like him and I feel like I understand him the most, he doesn't attempt any dirty things towards me or calls me anything bad. He's respectful but I'm really afraid to ask him.