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So neighbor/ neighbor friend was telling me about how maintenance has been telling her things that are going on with the residence. Not naming the residence but telling her oh there is a resident who is 16,000 behind in rent, this resident left this and that shit in their apartment, this resident husband died.

So I said to her that's unprofessional for them to be telling her that about residence. She said, " tomatoes tomato what's the difference between this and them telling about the car accident that took place here? They don't tell the specific name!" In my opinion if they're talking about everyone else they would talk about her too it's unprofessional.

She really got on my nerves with that shit and just all together. a lot of people cut her off and I see why. Her morals are screwed up, she has no job, she keeps complaining about her weight yet keeps eating, complains about being used yet puts herself in those positions in order to gain friends.

So I went on my first date since my ex and ontop of that there's a pandemic going on. The guy and I had a few disagreements before we met up but we worked it out. I am and was really excited and nervous, we did meet briefly a couple times before but it wasn't proper it was literally 5 minutes each time before we officially met face to face. Things did get carried away and overall i was just worried about that and nothing else.

During the date while we were doing things in the car, we were in an area where a lot of people could see and he was doing certain things that could be more in private and felt shy/nervous when those things were happening. i was enjoying it but also not in the moment and I don't know if it was just anxiety/nerves. Usually when im driving home from a date im usually confused and/or crying and with this one i wasn't confused or crying just worried about that one thing which we talked about. he's a good guy and we have a lot of similarities and he's the kind of guy I've been looking for.

by the way he did tell me if anything i think he did is uncomfortable to let him know and i was a little vocal about it but not too vocal about it.