Questions: Education & Career

I repeated the 2nd grade, because I was very sick, then after finishing high school I had to take 2 years off because I didn't get accepted anywhere ( I'm not very smart), now I'm 22 and miserable as f*ck, I finally got accepted in a small university, but I will start in September, the average university age in my country in 19. I'm scared that I won't fit in, or that I will have trouble finding a job, since I'll be graduating with a BS at 25, and a MS at 26/27. Will it be a problem? I can't talk to anyone about it, because it's all my fault, I wasted 3 years of my life doing absolutely nothing, and my parents remind me of it every single day.

Well its pretty obvious that Im going to do what I always do *rolls eyes*
What about you?

I work as a makeup artist (say what u want fam lol the money comes in) and my boss makes all the girls wear makeup! If u turn up without makeup on u get in a lot of trouble, but there are guys who work in the salon too and they are not required to wear makeup.

I dont think it's fair cause just because I was born with a vagina I need to get up an hour earlier and clog my pores with makeup when a boy can get his extra hour sleep and then walk into work!! Doesn't make sense that I NEED to wear it and a boy doesn't. It isn't fair cause I break out when I wear makeup. Don't get me wrong I am a makeup artist I like doing makeup it's fun etc but just cause I'm a girl I shouldn't HAVE to wear it as part of a work dress code only because I was born with a vagina while the men don't have to because they got a penis.