Questions: Girl's Behavior

This woman that I used to work with is close to my age (we're both of legal age), I'd make memes about her name (only first name) because it was sincerely my favorite name to use to joke around with. We used to chit chat and go to the same school. I'm having a really rough year. I've ALREADY been into a LOT of trouble over the last 5-6 years, high school and college included. I've said a LOT of stupid ******* things I wish I could take back.

Anyway she never added me back on social media except once on Snapchat two years ago and she unfriended me the week after. I commented an emoji (nothing gross or racy, just a single laughter emoji without any words) on a funny video she made, and she literally had the audacity to block me on all social platforms she knows I use.

Now she has AT LEAST THREE of my profiles blocked even though I'd not engaged in her content this year. I deleted my old TikTok profile which was also the one she blocked. I still jokingly brought her up in stuff like groupchats and (just her name in) videos. I used her name like people use "Karen", "Kevin", or "Jezebel" as an insult—except it is a more edgy way of saying those names to insult the trolls, and sometimes I would use her name in place of the "red" pill (the so-called "alpha-male" tactic).

I had her number but didn't call her for the first 3 years. When I did, she basically said hello and got pissed at me when she found out a Snapchat friend of mine snitched on me for using her pictures. Her profiles were public, now all of them that I know of are set to private.

I am highly influenced by the people I am around with, especially as far as dudes are concerned. Andrew Tate and his followers taught me that men are dominant, that they must learn that women like to play hard-to-get.

I feel bad for whoever blocked me. I didn't rant about her in groupchats til' AFTER she blocked me.