Questions: Other

Why, why not?

I have been single all my life. Meanwhile, I am watching everyone around me get married and form new chapters of their lives with their new families.

In addition, my reputation has been tarnished and I have been having trouble keeping jobs because of it. It is a long story, and I rather not explain, but I did something a while back that has haunted me everywhere I go.

At least if I was going to be single for the rest of my life, I was hoping I could at least establish a wealthy career, but no. I have yet to hold a job for at least a year in my entire lifetime.

I am getting older. My parents are getting older of course. They are my rock, and when they are no longer here one day, I won't have a shoulder to cry on. I will be lost.

I have a feeling an early death will spare me from a life of loneliness and depression.

I feel very bad and anxious when I socialize, sometimes I don't know what to answer and I don't know if it's because of my age or if there is something wrong with me. but it makes me feel strange and the pressure that causes me to have to speak..

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