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Well this guy and me have been hooking up he’s always giving mixed signals telling me he wants to be with me and me saying I do to. Him basically saying he loved me. He has serious trust issues and emotionally unavailable af. But despite that I see he’s struggling hard. He likes me I’m sure he does but I guess not enough. We work together md he decide to invite one of the girls he talks to visit him at work even though I didn’t know he talked to other girls. And he was smiling at me like it was funny. He always tries to make me jealous. So I went up to him after that and started getting emotional and said if he didn’t like me he didn’t have to lie and I started crying he called after my name and I ran in the bathroom. Me he came vigorously knocking on the door all concerned. Then I just was kinda mean to him and h said we aren’t going out which I cmt be mad he talks to her. That broke my heart because I swore he said he wanted to date me. He tried getting my attention but I didn’t give it to him. How should I act when I see him tomorrow? I mean icant be too mad because he’s right he isn’t my boyfriend but to do it in my face is mean.

Me and my boyfriend been together for 1.5 years
I have met his parents once few months ago and took his mum out for dinner and only met his dad briefly
So then today, its Christmas eve and he invited me to go to his parents place for Christmas lunch and plus his mum kept asking him about me and wants me to come
And so we went there
And i saw his parents and younger brother
They were friendly and asking me few questions about my family and all
And making sure I drink and eat a lot
Etc etc
Then when we left, his parents hugged me and said "come back next time yeah"
So then after we left their place, my boyfriend told me that his parents asking him questions when I went to the bathroom
Like these:
"What background is she again?"
"What religion is she?"
"Is she controlling? Coz i can see it by her face"
"Is she going to be your last girlfriend?"
"Is she always quiet like this?"
Does this mean they dont like me?
Why do they ask him those questions when im not there?

So basically i regret moving in with my SO of 2 years. we have lived together for almost 6 months, in a big wonderful apartment. I have never lived on my own, I have always had roommates. But i have a desire to have something that is mine only.. My own kitchen, own bathroom. Where I get to decide what is in the fridge, when to eat, decorate my own walls. Independent life where you dont have to answer to anybody.

But we have a great thing going on, and i dont want to ruin anything between us. On the other hand, what can i do about this need i have? Will it forego, if i wait a few more months?

If i tried talking to my SO about my feelings, what do you think their reaction would be? How would you react?