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I ever got to decorate my room ever, even as a kid. I always had ideas but never bothered because my mental illness made me feel like I don't deserve it, because I'm a 21 year old loser who's currently unemployed and still living at home. I also live on my mom's allowance while I have a medical billing job in the works, I feel guilty spending the money she gives me on personal bullshit even though I end up spending it all on my food addiction anyways, I keep asking her if it would be alright and she always tells me "go ahead, focus on you" and she also tells me that if she didn't give me the allowance she would just waste that money on cigarettes and pot anyway. I take really good care of my room and clean it almost daily, even in the state that it's in. I had to get rid of the old carpet because my air conditioner leaked and caused a lot of water damage and we couldn't afford to rent a wet vac, and the guy ho sold it to us ghetto rigged the place and fucked up the original wood floor with linoleum and my floor looks disgusting, I'm so upset about it. My mattress is worn out and some of the springs are poking out.
So recently I said "fuck it" and just order things for my room. I have a folding table coming today which is going to be my new desk, and I'm going to use my current desk as a dresser. Later I'm getting some plastic drawer units to go under my desk and dresser for storage. I'm also getting a new mattress in the mail too. I'm going to save up money to get new carpeting. I'm finally getting my room decorated to my liking. Hell, I might just paint it as well. It's not going to be anything too expensive and fancy though. I'm not getting a new TV or anything like that since the CRT TV I have hasn't been plugged in for over a year and I prefer my computer and phone.

Do I have the right to upgrade my room?