Search Results: boosting self confidence

What am I? My boyfriend tells me I am beautiful everyday but I never believe him, he thinks I need a self-esteem boost due to my lack of confidence. I used to be about 198lb so I always see myslef as that when I look in the mirror or take a pic :( Maybe a few opinions from random people around the world might help, its worth a shot. I just wish to see what he sees. So what do you think? Honestly!! Here are a couple with make up and one with me all natural. Any/All opinion matter to me, so please let me know :)

My brother was arrested for drug possession on December and he got out of jail on February and was sentenced to one year in rehab. He was in rehab for only 5 and a half months because my uncle (his therapist there) thinks that he is ready to socialize with people. Long story short before he got back home he was very calm, loving and he helps a lot at home (our maid past away and we fired the other one cause she was stealing, so we only have one maid). Back then we had police special force guarding our house because there's a person who's terrorizing us (the person who framed my brother as a drug dealer, he's a user).

My brother changed a lot since he started seeing this girl that he said he wants to marry. He started lying, being overly sensitive, he doesn't help at home, he lied about going home at certain time (we have cctv so we can check if he's lying or not). He has been out of rehab for 2-3 weeks now and lives with us.

Today he screamed at me cause i told him "i prepare the food, i give the maid his meal, i dry the dishes and put them back to their place" when he told me that i need to wash the dishes (this is my sisters job, she told him already before he started screaming at me). He never screams at me when he was off meth (he screamed at me once few months before he got arrested)

Is it possible he's using again? Or is it just the bad influence of this girl he's seeing? Or is it cause he's self esteem is down (he uses meth to boost his confidence)?