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We went to her house and there was a lot of our family there. I thought we were just having a typical family dinner like we do every once in a while. I talked to my Aunt for a little while, she just asked me how I was and told me that I am getting tall and then I hugged her before we left. The next day, my mom tells me that my Aunt had to go into surgery. She didn't tell me what for or how serious it was. Days go by and she goes to visit my Aunt in the hospital while I'm at school. I ask her how my Aunt is doing and she says, "the doctors say she isn't doing too good, they say she was doing well and she just deteriorated over night. We'll just have to see in the morning." I didn't know that it was BRAIN surgery or that she had flipping CANCER. The next day, I come home from school and my mom tells me not to be sad and she break the news that my Aunt died. I cried and cried so much! Now I'm just so flipping ANGRY that no one thought that they should let me know, or let me visit her or let me say what I wanted to say to her. She was my favorite Aunt and I'm just really angry and upset that she isn't here anymore and no one gave me a warning that she may be leaving. I can't help but feel that this is so unfair to me. I just need some understanding and no one is giving it to me so I just keep getting angrier and angrier