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I am a very very very shy man towards girls so that i can't even look at them, so one fine day I saw a beautiful girl infront of my house there is another house she is living in that house , I saw firstly on her terrace she was walking in on terrace at that time i was also out of my house , its been 2 years just seeing that angel , I was so shy that whenever she saw me I can't even create an eye contact with that gorgeous that shy I was, one fine day I was decided to small talk with her, as her sister had kids , the gorgeous playing with that kids and taking them to a small walk infront of my house , I just approached her and asked that whats what's the kids name? She replied the kid name and left from there, and while she was returning to home , I again approached her and asked that do that kid eat chocolates? She replied yes, and I said can you bring that kid to my house tomorrow so that i can give her, she said yes and went , the next day she didn't come, its been 3years from then, I saw her yesterday and she also saw me but as I am shy guy I just turned back , then I realised that I made a mistake, now my heart is throbbing for her , I want her she is very very very very beautiful , I am thinking that she is my life, but I cannot even see her cause I am very shy, pls suggest me friends pls

In the last 2 years I’ve been the worst guy ever. I dated 3 women and treated them really badly. They’re still traumatized up to now. The first one was a girl I dated for 4 years. She was super nice to me. But after three years she admitted to cheating on me. So I got revenge cheating. And it became an addiction. She tried as hard as she can to make things work. But I continued cheating. We finally broke up just this September. She still hurting!

The second girl really liked me and wanted something serious. I just played games and strung her along. Messed around behind her back causing her humiliation.

The third woman was still living with her ex husband. She wanted a serious relationship me. She was there for me in my time of distress. Did so much for me. But I didn’t appreciate anything she did. Never took her serious because she wasn’t fully separated from her husband. And just held on to her until I found someone new. Plus I verbally abused her the other day. And permanently left her scard.

Now I’m feeling so guilty and can’t sleep at night. It keeps haunting me what I did. I know I’m gonna eventually get karma for the shit I did. But how do I deal with it now? Would women still date me knowing this about me? I treat my current girlfriend with respect by the way. But she paranoid because I confessed the past to her!

I used to be a shy nerd that got fucked with by women. I was that guy who was too scared to look at another woman while in a relationship. All I did was get cheated on. Then I eventually gave up on females and just used them as sex objects.

Now I’ve come to realize I’m just as bad as females who’ve caused me emotional pain. I can’t live with myself right now. Sometimes I wake up in tears... because the women I really hurt didn’t deserve what I did to them!!!

I've made a completely 180 change. Would u still date me if you knew about all of this first hand?