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So he and his mom both were calling me all day. I ignored all day but finally I reverted saying tell me.. he confessed to me about him dating others, being very rude to me, ignoring me, he cut all my calls on his birthday ~ all this despite being in a serious relationship with me ( which I already knew and have had confronted too about it and finally stopped talking a month back) and he confessed to his mom too when I blocked him everywhere on social media. So I am fine rather satisfied to have him back after a month ( which is why I unblocked him from everywhere) coz I love him but internally but my heart still feels low and I don't feel like to face him or talk to him. I'm talking formally (just replying) to him after he confessed, despite him being sweet to me. I haven't ignored or been rude to him ever. I just feel too low despite him coming back in my life. When he says me I love you or anything it still feels like nothing. He said about me as his serious girlfriend a year ago, right on the 2nd date, to his parents, friends and all his relatives. I really don't understand this guys behaviour. I don't know if he is genuine or not. I'm scared and I feel low. I did go out with friends tried diverting my mind and heart but again I feel low thinking if was it a correct decision to forgive him? Is he really my future guy or i don't know.. I'm scared :( my mom like this guy coz his family background and everything matches to mine so all that his not an issue.

The picture is of the "hwch ddu gwta" a black tail less sow that rises out of the Halloween fire at the end of parties and rips little children to bits. Historically a man would drape bloody boarskin over him and chase screaming kids home. Now sadly with things being as they are such traditions aren't cool anymore.

If you look into local Halloween traditions you come across lots of fun things like this. Peeping into churches lets you see who's going to die this year, throwing a stone with your name on it into fire lets you know if your going to die, there's umpteen spells to see your future spouse etc Every place has it's own customs to make it a fun night.

But no. Now it's kids dressing as cute cartoon characters begging for candy. Witches are friendly, werewolves just want their bellies tickled. We've tamed it so much it's like Disney has remade your favourite zombie movie.

So should we put the scare back into Halloween?