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This is about myself and not sure if these would count. It's on a minor level but here goes:

Cruelty in childhood
I cut part of a small lizard's tail the 1st time. On the 2nd time, I held one close to a hot lightbulb for 1-2 seconds and then released it. The last time I was a bit older (in 4th grade) and did purposely stepped on one in front of a shocked classmate, killing it and this time smiling a bit. Then I moved on, lost interest and was never cruel to another living being again.

Impulsiveness
- Cheating on some tests during my school years and it felt like I've gotten away with it. Sometimes I didn't cheat and studied for real but when I felt like it and if I loved the subject. Eventually I did felt bad once in college when I got away with it.

- Was a kleptomaniac from ages 6-17. Items I would steal for no reason but for the thrill: candies from stores, a couple of my classmates' pen or pencils, a CD package from graphics class (got suspended 5 days for that) and small stuff not of value.

- Serial online liar and troll that makes up creative stories on other relationship forums (under different usernames) just to get a reaction from people.
One time I created a bullying story and the administrator from the forum really believed it and she started explaining about her personal bullying incident, as if she was pouring her emotions in writing. Eventually she found out and I was banned from that site since.

Unemotional to someone's distress
- In 12th grade, I cheated to get an A in French by borrowing and stealing other classmates' extra credit tickets. The teacher (in her 70's at the time) and said ''Tu m'as blessé beaucoup'' (you hurt me a lot) and I was withholding from laughing. I didn't reply anything and just stared into space as she said that.

- When two people argue, I elaborate the version a bit so the issue remains unsolved. I will add minor extra details that was never said.

My boyfriend of two months gave me his credit card today and said to go shopping and buy what I want. He comes from a very wealthy family but I still feel bad to use his card. I think he’s testing me to see if I’m one of those girls who would take advantage of that opportunity by buying many expensive items.

I considered myself a normal person but could I be having some traits without knowing? Would these things count:

The French class incident
It was my senior year of HS and my goal was to get an A (I had a B+) in that class. I've been borrowing and stealing some extra credit tickets for a while. The teacher found out. She was probably in her 70's at the time.
The following day, she told me ''Tu m'as blessé beaucoup''. I knew that meant ''You hurt me a lot''. She then goes on a long explanation of how she had migraines, couldn't sleep well and even cried upon finding out I would cheat.
Needless to say, I just stared into space and left the classroom. I thought it was an overreaction and worth laughing. I thought to myself ''at least I got my A''.

Stealing small things
I was 6 years old the very first time I (knowingly) stole a small tattoo bag and hid it underneath my jacket. My mother found out and just told me not to do it again. I would continue sometimes stealing small things all the way till I was 17. I was a bit of a kleptomaniac.
Though in 8th grade, someone dared to steal a CD package and I did. I got caught and started crying because I didn't want to get suspended. I still got suspended for 5 days. I actually did feel bad on that particular occasion.

Cheating on some exam during my early school years
Sometimes I didn't feel like studying. I would cheat and not feel bad about it.

Only twice I was cruel but felt bad afterwards
I was 7 years old and once cut out a small lizard's tail, only a small portion. I felt bad and let it go.
The second incident (same age), involved putting it against a hot lightbulb for a second. I was curious about what it does if it feels pain. I saw it shaking and felt bad. I let it go. Never did any of those things again. I would just collect them in a jar and feed them.

Then lastly is compulsive lying online without feeling bad. I'll never see these people in real life.