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I have been friends with a girl for almost a year, pretty early on we both admitted we liked each other, but she said she didn’t want a relationship with me. But she kind of fancied something casual, so we started being casual, we didn’t really do much more than make out, but we eventually slept together and had a great night. But we talked almost everyday and felt like she was one of my best friends. When lockdown happened we mentioned that we’d like to keep in touch. But kind of stopped talking and we’d go weeks without messaging at all. Then I mentioned to her I was struggling and she didn’t really jump at the chance to help. I told her later on that this hurt and if she’d rather be more casual friends and just see each if and when after lockdown. She took it really badly and told me that I’m self centred and so into myself, and that she struggled but I obviously don’t care (which is so wrong) and that she didn’t want to talk to me and she’d rather just be colleagues (we work together - we’ve been furloughed since March), I messaged her saying I was sorry she felt that way and she’s someone I really care for. Then a week or so later she stopped me following her on Instagram and stopped following me, does this mean she’s just trying to get over me, and so would rather not see me on Instagram or does she just really hate me?