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For me, personally, I came from a rather bitch ass family... not quite abusive, but very rude, and they never let me be what I truly wanted to me. Like my favorite passions have always been writing and drawing, but they wanted to force me to be a professional football player, even though I never cared for it. They also disliked my introverted loner personality style, and wanted to force me to be some sort of jock who brags all the time and his multiple women around him. Their words.

And I never quite had many friends, either, since my family's controlling behavior made me feel depressed, and I just wanted to be alone when I was depressed.

However, once I moved out from home and into college, without my parents knowing, I got into an art club, which would meet a few times a week.

And there, I met my girlfriend, my first true friend ever, and the first person I could truly be myself around without worrying about them judging me.

While I thought I had no problems as a loner, it was nice to have someone I could share my passions with rather than just keeping it all to myself. And at that, a very attractive slightly tanned brunette. Looks and personality, check. Likes me for who I am too... check.

I thought I was fine being alone, but having someone to share life with just made it so much better.

Not only that, but ever since I met her my confidence has been higher than ever, and I made a few good friends besides her as well. Nothing fancy, only about three close male friends I grab a beer or coffee with every week. But that's all I need. And before I had NONE, so it's an upgrade, totally.

Guys i am genderfluid male attracted mostly to tomboyish females its like a gender role reversal thing hope u got that cause i hate explaining it so much anyways there is that gorgeous girl who seems to be in love with me since beginning of high school she used to flirt with me even saying good stuff about me she tried back then to talk to me twice but i just ignored her completely cause i had that feeling we r not compatible cause i like philosophy and science and she barely knows anything about she seems smart socially but not that much with thinkin and imagination not geeky what i meant to say she is just perfect as lover but not someone that i can share all my life with like we can have awesome sex and romance but i don't think we can think the sane way or together also and i am not sure i can trust her lots of people say she is a player last days she was like doing anything to be with me but i feel like this relationship is not gonna work although i know its rare to find a female who loves me like her or be like that with like her but i have a strong feelin we won't work cause i don't think i can live with any females but tomboyish geeky ones she act tomboyish the way i love but she is not geeky at all and the fact that i can't really know if she is doing all of this just to get me and satisfy her eggo is confusing me so much
Would u guys try such a relationship if u know with high percentage it won't work or just wait for ur perfect fit even when u know geeky tomboyish females are so rare
I can't really stand a hurt feelings or leaving someone who got. A place in my life it is just frustrating for me do u think that kind of relationship would work?