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So I am 21 and a guy and have loved the super fuzzy fleece since my mom got me a blanket with it in middle school. I have wanted a jacket or pullover using it since I had to wear my sisters North face osito jacket in 9th grade on a cold day when I forgot my jacket and it was the only spare one in the car. it was the comfiest jacket I have ever worn with the fleece inside I would wear it sometimes when I was home alone. I have looked for a mens jackets that matches it in softness and the only one that comes close is from llbean but it still is not as soft as the osito.

The first generation osito jacket was not fitted at all so it fit a man fine but my mom would not buy me one at the time nor would I have worn it to school. When I moved out and got some money they updated it to a very fitted style which didn't fit a man good. But a few months ago they updated it again to a non fitted fit and added a pullover style. I was eying it and it went on sale so I bought a black pullover one in 2xl and it seems to fit perfect the lengths are good shoulder fit is good and it doesn't tapper in on the sides. Its also so comfy I decided to keep it and have been wearing it around the house as a shirt so the fleece is against my skin.

I think it looks and fit like any mens fleece pullover and really want to wear it out but I still feel like people are going to know and judge me. I know I should not care what other people think but I can't help it.

I really want to know what the people here think.

By the way I am not a cross dresser this is the only piece of women's clothing I plan to own unless you count the pair of mens Ugg boots that I wear as slippers and for quick trips out.

So over the holiday my mother and I were talking and dating came up. I'm a virgin who never dated and not concerned about it right now because I'm focusing on myself. Since this was a private conversation and I'm close to my mother, I came out and told her that I only want to date another virgin and I'm willing to wait until marriage. She didn't go crazy or anything, but she tried to convince me otherwise, asked me even if she only had sex 1 time before you'd still wouldn't date her, and I said no I wouldn't. We ended up debating back and forth and eventually I just said "I chose to save myself for someone special and I just ask for the same in return", but what she said next very much insulted me. She said "well a woman only has sex when she's in love, and sometimes her feelings were't right, and you should be more considerate and accept it." It sounded like she was telling me to just give myself away regardless of what I want. Just give myself to whoever like a charity food stamp. I know she didn't mean it and was trying to help, but I couldn't help but to feel offended. I didn't bring this up because I still respect my mother, but this is what her dating and sex life was.

She lost her virginity at 13.
Dated a guy in his mid 20's when she was 15.
Got pregnant by said guy and had my sister at 16 then my brother at 21.
We still don't know who my biological father is because she was hooking up with random guys while living at some old guy's house, and that old guy might even be my father because she was sleeping with him too.
She's been married 3 times and didn't have children with any of the men she married.

Both my older brother and sister had their first child at 17. My sister is an overweight single mother in her mid 30s and my brother in being divorced for cheating on his wife and is running off with a girl he already got pregnant, and his child support looks like a shopping list.

If I'm going to get into a relationship, I want something that's special.