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When I was about 10 years old a friend of mine would insist on us taking close-up pictures of each others genitals. We're both female and she was one year older than me. Our friendship wasn't exactly equal - I always felt I had to prove myself to her to be her friend. She also had a lot of anger issues.

Whenever she wanted to take these photos I felt pressured and ashamed but did it anyway. She always took these photos with my camera, and I felt terrible when I discovered them years later. They're obviously deleted now.

I've always wondered if this is normal behaviour for a kid or if it is some sort of assault?
Since this age, I've struggled with multiple symptoms usually seen in people who have been sexually abused as children, told from therapists I've seen, and it really confuses me.