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I'm 18 never really had a boyfriend at all. Never had a first kiss either (not counting awkward toddler kisses)
and i feel ugly now that i think about it. I've only been called beautiful like by 4 different dudes but i have been called pretty more than 20 times so that makes me feel good. and i've only been approached IRL like by two guys they were handsome , sweet and educated though they were nothing more than a fling. If i go to a club/party i don't get hit on or approached i have noticed that i get stared at but that's it. I'd honestly say i'm pretty. I have a good body, big boobs, pretty big brown eyes etc. Yeah, maybe i'm not the most beautiful girl but i don't see why i shouldn't get attention from men. I'm really nice and funny if you get to know me since at first i'm really really shy and awkward but i can open up if you're worth it. I see girls that are less attractive than me ( no offence) get tons of compliments and attention by men i do also see girls that are more attractive get so much attention too and that makes me feel small and jealous. What should i do? Am i just not as attractive as i think i am? I'm feeling insecure as hell. Will i ever find a guy that will love me for me?

Whenever I go out with my friends to a club, I am always in a great mood, smiling, laughing, carefree. I am very confident, I approach guys, I dance with strangers on the dance floor. Not to mention that I dress provacatively and really unique. Not smth a plain Jane or a basic bitch would wear.
Ofcourse, I get the attention of almost EVERY guy, and some of them who are with their girlfriends. I flirt back with the single ones, dance, and maybe even go home with them! ;) 😈

However, the gfs of the guys who are trying to flirt with me give me those death-stares and they rolll their eyes when they see me and they "casually" talk something behind my back. Why do they treat ME like that, even though I made it clear that I am not interested in their taken boyfriends? Why don't they get mad to their boyfriend, not me?
There are some girls whose boyfriends didn't even express the interest in me, but they are still treating me that way. There are some girls that didn't even come with a boyfriend, but just show their obvious insecurity and jealousy in front of me... I'm like: you are only making my ego bigger, why are you doing me a favor if you hate meee?

The same thing at the beach: I usuallly wear sexy-strapppppppy bikinis, push up bra top, g-string, and I like to stroll down the beach to show off, I'm not gonna lie. 😝 There are some b****** who keep calling me names, even though I didn't do anything to them. Ofcourse, there are SO MANY GUYS who offer to "take a picture of me", to " rub the suntan lotion on me", some say like "I am new in town, so do you know some good restaurants?" etc. I understand that part, but it's not MY fault that I taken guy is offering me those things, why do I always get the hate from the girls, even though I made it clear I am not interested in their boyfriends? But I do enjoy it, not going to lie about IT! 😉😃😎

What is it that girls are most jealous of when it comes to me?