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I’m 23 living w/ my mom. Which we kinda like roommates now. Honestly though I don’t want her in my life anymore. She has hurt me to the point I just really dislike her. We split bills but since 2020 she has quit jobs left and right leaving me to pay majority of the bills often. Not that I judged her for quitting but she’d complain about bills when I was the only that didn’t quit a job. On top of that she has accused me of not being loyal to her and accused me of taking her things. She threatened to call the police on me if I didn’t find her keys. She literally flipped my room upside down looking for her keys, just for her keys to be where she said she already looked.

she goes into my room when I’m at work, busting in my room all kinds of early morning while I’m sleep. I know you guys will say just move out. Well I’m planning on it but I pay all the bills alone our rent is over $1000 and utilities, food, phone bill, transportation. I only get paid bi weekly and only get a $1000 from working 80 hrs every two weeks.

no matter what I push how I feel away and stay to help but she has burned a bridge with me that can no longer be built. I’m not
Angel and I’ve apologized for all my wrong doing but the disrespect and stress I go through is ridiculous. Makes me want to end my life just to get away from her, and the bills. I had a miscarriage because of her and my depression has been swallowing me whole.

im completely fucked up emotionally and she only cares about what people done to her forget how she treats me. She has this sense of entitlement and it’s killing me! I can’t take it! I’m losing my mind living with her and I’m trying to not spazz out and go off and say fuck her and whatever happens with bills!

If someone has Asperger’s it’s usually high end autism meaning he/she has very mild autism. I was diagnosed with Asperger’s at 8 and I still couldn’t understand people with adhd and Down syndrome were going through. I can relate more to ordinary people. It’s quite complicated to explain my condition, I’m 98% normal and 2% autistic. When I have nothing to do my mind tends to daydream, and I had a very bad habit of placing my phone perfectly, no matter how hard I tried to get rid of that habit it just doesn’t work. I realised I could get rid of almost all of my bad habits except for my phone. I didn’t have any meltdowns, but I do have a bit of inner frustration when my phone wasn’t place in a perfect position. In high school I was given extra time to finish exam papers which of course came as a shock to everyone in class. I did get some questions which were no doubt a bit offensive. Here’s the few questions they asked me:

-You act and look like a normal person how could you be autistic?

-Aren’t all autistic people act in very strange manners every time?

-no wonder you can get good grades easily I wish I was like you!

After they asked what’s my condition like I told them it’s very hard to explain but I did keep it very short by telling them I’m 98% normal and 2% autistic.