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I was seeing this girl for a year. We had some trouble spots, and we were still learning how to be in a relationship with each other.
Things were really good the month leading up to our break up. We talked so much, we supported each other, the sex was good, and I thought we were in a good place.
We revisited some things that came up from before we agreed to be exclusive, which hadn't been more than 4 months. I let slip that I was in love with her.
She asked for space and after a week I asked where we were and she said she wanted our relationship to end. She didn't think she could love me and that how I loved her was too much. She sited all these boundaries I crossed she never told me and she didn't have answers to questions I had. It was weird and sudden and the first time any of this had come up.
It's been two weeks, and I haven't heard from her. I tried to save it but she was in her head.

Is it likely after some time she'd reach out to me?

I had an ex from years ago reach out to get back together after 7 months being broken up. She went after me and it wasn't expected. But that one we had problems we didn't work on and it blew up. But she reached out to me.

A few years ago I was in between jobs and had a lot of free time. I talked a lot to a girl on Tumblr until she decided to start working on a cam site. I followed her there, but after she left the site I stayed. I ended up meeting another girl who was working on the site to pay for college. We decided to end the sexual component quickly as it was making things awkward. A year passed and we became very close. We talked for hours almost every day on the site, in messages, and in Skype calls. She left the cam site just before graduation and I left with her. She trusted me enough to eventually give me all of her personal info. It's now been 3.5 years and we are still Skyping 2-3 time per week and talking a lot in texts. We know everything about each other. She is basically the girl of my dreams. She's more beautiful than any girl iv'e ever met, smart, funny, courageous, I can go on and on. The problem is, she has over 50 recorded sex videos online. Her name was exposed by a guy that harassed her in the past. If you search her full name, you can find everything. I know most of these videos will never disappear, and it's already been found by many of her friends, sister, and mother. I come from a very conservative family and they would never accept her past. As the years pass, more and more videos are posted. Every new video kills me a little more inside. I worry how this would impact our future. We don't live in the same country, so a real relationship will require complete investment. When i'm in doubt, we see each other in Skype and all the doubts disappear. She makes me more happy than anyone else ever has, and she understands me like nobody ever has. I'm not really thinking of ending things with her, I'm just curious what others think. Any input, experiences, or advice would be helpful. Thanks.

So my question is:
Would you date someone who previously worked on a cam site, if they were basically the girl/guy of your dreams?

So I've been living with my partner for about 7 months now. I separated from my ex-wife about 18 months ago and with the separation I lost my job, and with the pandemic I lost the job I got after that. Having been married a long time and having moved around the country I don't really have any friends. My partner has a good social life and a great job. As lockdown has been coming to an end and life returning to normal her behaviour has been changing a lot and it's been making me anxious and insecure which is probably making things worse. Our relationship began with her looking at me with big eyes, texting and sexting a lot, complimenting me all the time, wanting to have lots of sex and being adventurous.

During the lockdown, I started my own business and it's keeping me afloat but not a good living, she's gone back to work and I sit in the house largely passing time cleaning and exercising. We go out with her friends and I get on with them but then when she goes out without me I have nothing to do myself. She's doesn't compliment me anymore, sometimes ignores my messages especially the flirty kind, doesn't seem interested in sex at all anymore and has this look that screams not into doing anything adventurous when it's suggested. I feel like she now sees me as a loser, but on the flip side she wants to go on holiday with me and her family in a couple of weeks but I feel like it might be to keep up appearances for them. The more I try to talk to her the more she moves away from me and then I worry more and more.

When we met I had a job before the lockdown took it, I was also dating multiple people which she knew, I guess I looked attractive and confident then and I don't now, I feel like her dog sat around waiting for her to come home.