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I will sometimes dream about this girl I met only twice in my life.

She was petite, innocent, and very girly. She was 18 and I was 20 I think. We both attended the same college. She loved dance and was a disney fanatic.

Anyways, at the time, my parents were undergoing marital issues. They still are. My parents cheated on each other with their high school boyfriend/girlfriend.

This girl was a virgin and she wanted to wait until marriage for sex. I had the assumption she had also never been in a relationship before.

Well, come to discover, she was in a serious relationship for two years when she was younger. This absolutely crushed me. Really, I still have not recovered from that completely.

She is dating this half breed guy now (part black, part white). She has been with him for 2-3 years now.

I had a dream about her last night and it has torn me up today.

Ever since, I still have not been able to get over a woman's past.

I wish me an a girl could of met when we were young, fell in love, and loved each other for life. That we could of been our first everything. I know that sounds like a fantasy, but I feel I soulf have been happier than I am now.

25, virgin, never kissed, never had a girlfriend. All the girls just don't like me any more than an acquaintance. It's tiring. I'm very lonely, in dire need of affections, deeper female interaction and love. Contrary to popular belief you can still experience heartbreaks having never had a relationship. Seeing happy couples makes me so jealous. Dating is just not working. What do i do?

I'm considering what *i* can do about it NOW instead of relying on my luck with the girls to solve my lack of relationship problem.
I'm thinking of ordering a sex robot.