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I'm thinking about dating soon and I don't know how to have this discussion. I wouldn't want her to feel self conscious about her looks or her weight at all, but I also don't want someone who only sits around eating junk food.
I want to have children in the future and finding a SO is a big deal to me because I'm picking someone who will give me that, but I have to trust that she'll bear me healthy babies, and she'll have the greatest responsibility of carrying them for 9 months.
I'm turning 23 soon and realizing my role in child bearing and starting to take better care of my health. I've been working out on and off for 12 years, but now sticking to a lifetime routine and eating less garbage. I lost 70 lbs so far and trying to quit smoking cigarettes. I'm also taking suppliments and vitamins to improve my genes and long term health. I'd like someone who'll put that much care into our future.

Not anymore. I hate that ignorant son of a bitch and piece of shit.

She has 0 talent in life. She is a Muslim religious nuts, very oppressive and ignorant. And a big bully.

She was always having complaints about me and making my father beat me up when I was a little kid. Because of them I fought with social anxiety all my life. But I always improved myself about everything.

When I try to make something productive and positive, she always criticized me. Like I tried to make music, she said that "music is haram you piece of shit, go pray to Allah 5 times, also you don't even have education to make music" (but today people even purchase my professional beats online)

When I first got into internet marketing and software development, she dissed me again and said that I live in a dream world, no one would pay on the internet, I am a schizophrenic maniac. But look, today I sell my software online and market them. Even though I am 30 years old, she still talks trash about me. Saying that my job is not real job. All she know is criticizing us and throwing shit at us. My dad had heart attack 2 years ago. A bit genetics and a bit stressed, I got big heart/chest pains too, even doctors warn me. I have a heart attack risk too. And my mom still doesn't shut her mouth even when I am in pain and rolling on the floor and screaming, she keeps pressuring on me. After the last fight and incident, I deleted her and decided that she is not my mom anymore. After I save some money, I will move out as soon as possible.