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So me and my ex boyfriend broke up 4 months ago
But he wanted to stay friends
So he's always trying to stay in touch by messaging me nearly everyday and sometimes randomly calling me to just talk
And wanting to hang out every week
Since I still have feelings for him, I agreed to seeing him every week

But 1 month ago I met this cute guy
And started seeing him as well
We hooked up
That guy gave me a hicky
I went to see my ex the next day
Then my ex got upset and hurt when he saw the hicky and so he figured I was seeing someone else
So next day he cut contact with me and blocked me on everything

I didn't try to contact my ex for a whole week
But that week made me realize that the guy I was seeing was just a rebound and Im still in love with my ex
So i decided to message my ex via whatsapp (he forgot to block me there)
Expressing how i truly feel and saying that i still love him
Then he called me up saying "I was waiting for you to message me, I realize I can't be without you"
Then we met up next day and we got back together last week

Do you think he missed me during that week?
Or dont really care?

Listen, before I start, I’m NOT a FEMINIST, I don’t believe women are superior to men. I believe both genders (and no, there’s no gender spectrum, this is some made up shit, it doesn’t even exist) are equal. So no bashing at me “You’re a feminist!”.
Today, I’m going to discuss something that’s been buzzing on my mind for a long time: girls can make the first move. I am a girl who is madly in love with her second love. Oh, yes, I WILL make the first move. I’m fed up of social norms and people scared to break them. But dear, some rules are MADE to be BROKEN. I asked someone (1st love) out, he declined. Now I’m madly in love (second love, known for 13 years), he’s truly sweet, smart, caring, kind and funny, pure opposite of my first one, we can’t compare them. I will be the one to make the first move unless he ends up loving me too and doing the first move.
Also, why can guys make the first move and not girls? Who cares? We’re all human! Fuck social norms! Fuck society! We are all free and equal!
As well, here where I live (Lebanon) a high percentage of the country has this shit mentality. I don’t know if it’s because of Islam (I’m atheist and I hate religion by the way, so useless) or something, but it pisses me off. My mom (non veiled muslim) and tutor (non-muslim) were once talking about how this teacher at school asked the sub-headmaster out and they think it’s weird. I stayed quiet. I can’t take this anymore. I hate my country, honestly.
Social stereotypes are a loss of time, why do they exist? I never believed in them. As a child, I didn’t play with dolls or cars. I only watched TV and didn’t play anything because of I wasn’t interested. Social stereotypes are useless.
I have a message to all girls and women that love a guy: If you love him and think about asking him out, please do ask him. I’m sure he’ll be proud of how you asked him and he’ll certainly be happy. Don’t be ashamed
/scared! I’m rooting for you!
What do you think? Leave an opinion and vote in the poll!

Me and my ex boyfriend were together for nearly 2 years
But when we broke up, we still remained close - was still in contact regularly and go out together every week
He was mainly the one initiating contact and hanging out
Yesterday he found out that I was seeing another guy because of a lovebite on my neck
And he got upset about it
So he told me that he thinks its best that we dont see each other again since he doesn't want to interefere with my relationship
And told me that he's happy I found someone and he told me that he really loved me
When he dropped me home, he hugged me and said "ill miss you"
After that, he sent me an emotional long goodbye message and then blocked me on every social media

I was planning to message him how i truly feel about him (that I still love him) and explain everything (from my friend's phone)
Should I message him or leave him alone?