Me and this guy ( let’s call him A) dated 3 years ago and we really hit it off and clicked and got to the talk of making things official but we had called it off as we both realised he wasn’t ready and it would of ended badly and screwed us both up. Basically over the three years we dated other people but we had always ended up drawn back to each other and had a friends with benefits/booty call thing going on but I wouldn’t call it typical one. Fast forward I ended a fling with a guy ( B ) we weren’t going to see each other again and I ended up getting a late night drunk call from A. Said he had been stood up and stuff, asked if we could hook up and I agreed as he told me he was sobering up so I went a picked him up as I hadn’t been drinking. Chatting in the car as I told him about B as he was already aware of it and A said maybe we should stop the conversation as he was starting to feel really jealous, I asked A why as 1) we are not a couple not dating and 2) A knew about B for months and I never had any issues with his short term relationships or other f-buddies. As I’ve parked at my place A starts talking about us and how it must be fate because even though I said he probably called me on purpose A swore up and down he had not and truly pocket dialed me. Then he tells me how much I mean to him, why his other relationships don’t work out, I’m the perfect girl for him, how much he cares and doesn’t want to lose me, THEN says he loves me but he’s scared and doesn’t know why he’s scared. Next day everything is fine until I joked it’s not every day someone confessed they are in love with you as I’m taking him home and he panics and tells me Don’t overthink this, take it with a grain of salt cause he’s not sure how he feels. Dropped him off, he kisses me and that was it. I haven’t heard or spoken to him as I really had deep feelings for him and feel heartbroken from this. Is there any truth to a drunk mouth speaks a sober mind?