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Over the past couple days, I've said many things that I regret saying and here, I hope that you'll be willing to put our differences aside for a moment and take the time to read what I have to say. Things have been rough for me lately as I've been friendzoned, ghosted, and replaced by women who I had hopes for being partners with, instead, I'm still alone and it greatly hurts, nothing is more painful than seeing someone you love love somebody else. I have broken another blood vessel in my lungs from running with my dog, Buddy and being stuck in the hospital for 7 days really messed with my head, and the fact that I have to wear the PICC line hasn't helped my mental state at all. I've recieved many death threats even before all of this and while I usually shrug them off, it still doesn't brighten my day to go to my notifications and see people referring to me as a lesser creature who needs to be put down. Next, I'm very worried about gun owners in Virginia as their 2nd amendment rights are under attack and I feel powerless to go and help them given my present health situation. My failure with women combined with my health issues makes me sad and afraid that I'll be alone and cold when I take my last breath, which could come in 20 years, or 20 minutes, the uncertainty really hurts. I am not trying to excuse my actions at all, rather I'm explaining why I said what I have and hope that I can make up for the things I've said. Specifically, I'm sorry for saying that France is a "shithole country", it was a terrible thing to say and I shouldn't have said it. I'm sorry for referring to women as "wild animals", this stems from my feeling of rejection and never being loved by a woman in my life and how having my respiratory condition makes me feel inadequate and hopelessly alone. I'm sorry for saying that "liberals deserve to die", "liberals have no brain cells", and other things of that sort, this stems from Virginia. However, I am NOTcalling for peace. Do you accept?

If you felt like you didn't have any other options, would you rather be gay or stay single? Im bisexual, so we are assuming you're bisexual in this situation with a preference to girls. Im not sure if I like both or neither anymore. Im just tired of being alone. Dating girls is pretty much hopeless in my situation, but Im not sure if Id be happy with a guy either. Im definitely not happy being single though, and afraid I will regret it in the future. I have pretty much lost hope for finding love since nobody wants to date me anymore, and I've lost interest in dating because it's so much of a hassle. What would you do, and why or why not?