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I was in a relationship , that relationship was toxic but additive too.. It ended because he was cheating on me. I was not able to move on from that but luckily i got a frnd (a random frnd or we can say stranger ) he had also suffered from same problem and thats why he was able to help me in move on from that relationship moments... After that he proposed me not for relationship but for being his partner for life... truly speaking he is not at all good in looks but i like him by his heart and the way he loves , respect and care for me which was totally missing in my relationship.. so I don't know why i said yes just because he loves me (i dont). Then we was together and he was the one who does not want anything from me neither money or physical things.. in my past relationship that boy was forcing me for money (gifts) and for physical too... So i got a perfect guy who loves me a lot... But then my frnds fam my sis , no one was in favour of this relationship and because of his looks and no confidence no one likes him and was not giving respect to him... Then i just stop talking with him and on his bday too i was destroy his bday because of a fight then whenever i feel like i call him but many and actually most of the time i dont pick up his phn.. then also he was same with me.. and now also he just say this to me that he will Marry me only and no one can take my place in his life... I dont know why he is doing so , what he really wants from me... Or is it true love? Let me tell you this also that he is a big lier and he has lied many times.. like about his financial things and some stupid stories which was not true and i always get to know when he is lying...

Now the main thing is this, that i want know is it true love or not.. should i wait and watch him like the way i am doing or i will loose true love? Should i talk to him and be with him or just watch him?

I don’t why I can’t live him even if he clearly treats me bad. He admit he is a player and jokingly say to me, you are a victim.

He ask me to pay for foods, signed up for loans, pay for tickets, medical, gasoline, cigarettes/loads. He never gave me a thing or even just a flower. He got mad if I cannot help him financially and start calling me irresponsible! Or cheap! Fucking idiot.

He fucked other people in our rented house while I am at work, just strangers he even just met online dating sites. He rejected me sex a lot of times and making me crave for it. He was mad when I sell his old things that he no longer use, he told me sell your body, not my things!

I once met his ex girlfriend and she told me you are so pathetic to be having a relationship with him. She told me he is gonna treat you bad if you are already useless. He also cheated to her and even beaten her up

until, such time I found my ex cheating on me and having another girlfriend. And he said I admit I fool you. And said, I never love anyone. If he never love anyone, how come he had so many gf’s like more than 20 in the past?