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This is a long one. I've known this girl for 5 years. We met when I moved out of college into my first place. She was a roommate that was fucking crazy according to the other guys. Theu hated her. So I kept my distance at first. But when I met her I met the kindest warmest person I've ever met. She is also drip dead gorgeous. And as I got to know her I began to realize that what made here crazy we're fears and insecurities that I could relate to. We bonded We became close friends and I got stuck in the friend zone. I dealt with it poorly and ended up breaking off my friendship several times over the course of 5 years. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, we meet up and I saw the same caring warm person I once met, Only this time we hooked up, nothing serious, just kissing and some cuddling. It was magical. We spent an amazing week together where we laughed and cried. That weekend we talked about dating for real. Then she dropped a bomb. She had been seeing a guy earlier. It was nothing serious, but he wanted a relationship with her and she told him yes. She told me, ostensibly broken up and torn and I again did not respond well. We said we would talk next week. She came over and we had sex, bonded more, fought about our situation, proceeded to put a pin in it and love each other. Her boyfriend called one night and she told him what had happened but did not mention sex. She says that she will tell him eventually. She gets upset with him for apparent passive aggressive behavior from his Facebook friends. I don't know if she is being paranoid or not. She leaves to go home and we embrace warmly. She says she's torn between the tww of us. I feel like I am being strung along. She is a girl who thinks the world is a big joke and she is the punchline. She doesn't take anything seriously. Nothing. She then says when she called him she heard another girl. She hung up. She says she "got yelled at" the next day. Now she is distant and cold, as I try and broach the subject with her.

I've had a hard time dealing with women lately and i'm curious if it is something about myself as opposed to how i go about it.

Buckle Up!
My life in a nutshell-
I am a 20 year old who works two full time jobs and ride a SportBike. I work my first job in the morning for the office of a moving company and my second in the late afternoon and into the night as a specialty CareGiver for children and young adults with Autism and Down Syndrome. I do have a unrelenting love for the thrill of danger and am that guy who flys down the highway at 120 and seems to have a death wish by doing stupid shit like wellies at 70mph and other things people would never even dare think of doing. There is something that can only be found from putting yourself in the craziest positions that can't be found elsewhere. Think of it as the adrenaline junkies way of getting high. Doing something that literally has you sitting there going "OMFG I ALMOST DIED!" is so exhilarating. I don't drink or do any drugs so this is my uh... weed i guess. You just can't beat a police chase! I've been caught before when i pushed my bike so far once i burnt out the clutch during a chase and the officer caught up and literally asked why i stopped then told me to take care of my bike and took off. Don't misunderstand people! They love the thrill of the chase just as much as we love it! I have calmed down on it lately as arizona drivers are being overly aggressive and these fuckers down here would downright kill you without thinking twice. I've busted off one too many mirrors because i mean shit! If they don't use them and almost kill me then i don't think they need them. What do you think? Otherwise, i am a very confident person and work for everything i own. Other then my thrill seeking behavior and am a rather chivalrous man though i do love being an asshole to women sometimes for the fun of it. They love it too! Anyway, the point is would this scare you off or would you go for it?