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I’m 17 and he’s in his 20s so he’s quite young. I’m not gonna do anything obviously because I don’t want us to get in trouble and I wouldn’t go that far anyway.

I’ve really started to notice his looks and I think he’s lowkey really sexy, he has green eyes and brown hair. His body is on point too and he kind of has muscles.
I hate making eye contact with him because every time I look at him I think about kissing and having sex with him. I would actually let him do all sorts of things to me if we could.

it’s hard to try and not think about it but he’s the type to make eye contact with people and when he’s helping me I find myself really close to his face and have to look away because I cringe.
This really needs to stop because I’m also starting to have dreams about him which I know cannot happen anyways, I like boys my own age don’t get me wrong, but because I’m spending lessons with him it’s getting so intense.

Poll question: Is it bad that I’m trying to avoid him outside of lessons but at the same time I try to ask for more help just so I would look at him?

So my boyfriend of 6 months and whom I live with have a pretty good relationship. I might be making a mountain out of a molehill so I would welcome all honest feedback.

I noticed yesterday that my boyfriend had a new friend on his Facebook. Its a girl so yes I was curious as she looked quite provocative in her profile pic. I clicked onto her profile and yes she is a young blonde haired really good looking girl. Totally a babe to be honest with a big set of god dam boobs.

I looked through the pictures she had which were about 10 of them and all of them are shots of her wearing revealing clothing and tops to show those big boobs off. I looked at her friends list and she has about 4000 friends so obviously most of these so called friends probably don't know her or she them.

I'm betting my boyfriend doesn't know her either. I'm betting he added her just so he can eye of those bloody pics in fact on one of them he actually clicked the thumbs up.

I can't say for sure if he knows her or not but I am going out on a limb here that he doesn't. Her profile states she lives about a state away and she is in a relationship but that doesn't mean a lot these days now does it.

I feel a little pissed off and threatened that he has this busty blonde who he liked a picture of on his friend list as a friend and all of a sudden as well, seems strange.

I was a little distant from him last night because of this discovery and so I preferred to go upstairs and do my own thing, chill to some music while I left him downstairs to watch a movie. I normally have Wed nights to myself so he wouldn't have thought anything off this anyway however he did notice something was off because he kept sending me cute messages to my phone. I wasn't as receptive and loving as I normally would be and he must have picked up on this as when he came to bed he asked me if I was happy, he seemed a little worried.