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OK I might be sharing too much information, but girls will understand when I talk about this a little more. My sister, cousin and I had originally planned for the 3 of us to have lunch and then go the aquarium. I got my period the day before and felt exhausted. I hardly had any sleep the night before. I act stupid/cranky sometimes if I don't get enough sleep or too much to eat. Also, she has been dating this guy for a few weeks and wanted to introduce me to him. I wanted to meet him eventually, but didn't want to meet him right away, because of my cousin and wanted to get used to the idea of my sister dating again, which is still kinda strange for me for some reason. She's 25 but has hardly dated because she's a pre-med major and hardly has anytime for anything else.

Anyway,I woke up at 8:30 on a day that I could have slept in. I told my sister I wasn't feeling well and felt really tierd. I wasn't awake enought to tell her that I felt like I was gonna drag/slow down the group. She thought I was just kinda blowing off the thing cause I wanted to sleep in. I wanted to go see my cousin so I got up and made myself go. Anyway I felt really out of it in the morning. Tried to keep up good spirits for my cousin, sister and to meet the guy my sister is dating. I ended up telling a story that made my sister look bad ( I was meaning to make another point but didn't). I also told him that I have dyslexia and was why I wanted to be a teacher , when he asked. I ended up saying that we thought that it runs in the family and that my sister might have it too. I didn't think that part was too big a deal.

The worst thing I did was when I misunderstood my sister's date when he asked if we were close thinking he asked if we argued a lot and I said no. which I feel terrible about we are really close. My sister ended up telling me about that on the way back. anyway I feel really bad about the whole thing and apologized.

I know this will blow over, but this is not the first time I've done something like this to someone close to me and I can't help to think what is wrong with me that I keep on doing this. to people who care about me?