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Few months ago I met this one guy. He asked me out, we instantly liked each other, met up few more times. Last few times we acted like a couple and everything seemed great. The problem is, during this summer, we can't really see each other, because right now I'm in my hometown, and he's living in other town, that I study in, which is quite far away. The thing is, last time we met up almost a month ago, and after that I texted him first few times (and I usually don't really text first), but after that I never heard from him. It made me feel like he had no interest in me, even though during our meetings he was the one who showed more interest. So I thought fine, I will move on. For over a month now, I worked on loving myself, doing things I never done before and etc, because at some point this almost-relationship hurt me, because, I never had a boyfriend before and it made me feel insecure, that suddenly he seemed to lose his interest.
So this guy likes to travel a lot and has a lot of activities (that's why partly I justified him for not contacting me). This September he's planing a few week trip in Spain, and he's asking people to join him. If this would be happening a month ago I wouldn't even hesitate and refuse the idea of going there. But now, as I started challenging myself more, I thought to myself, why the hell not? I always wanted to travel to Spain.
Would't I come off as a little clingy or desperate if I would tell him, that I wanna go? Now, just to be clear, I would travel there not because of him, but for myself, because I think, that this trip would be great challenge for me. I don't even know if I like this guy in the same way anymore, and I have no idea, what he thinks he and I have (or don't have). He's interesting person to talk to, so I know that communicating with him won't be a problem, but it's just the fact that I don't know how to feel towards him.
I need to decide very soon, because if I wanna go, I need to book airplane ticket really fast.

He's always telling you how happy he is to be around you.

he's willing to perform lewd acts on you.

he kisses you on the hand as a greeting.

He follows you.

He talks a lot.

he grabs your hand and hugs it every time you leave him.

he knows things about you that you never told him.

His angry/ fearful screams can break mirrors and glass.

He's desperate for friends and fears being alone for long periods of time.

he looks younger then his real age.