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I am single and recently has been dating these three guys and I am confuse who should I have a relationship with. I cannot decide because I am bad at making decision and I highly need assistance or advice from other people. And of course, I want to commit myself to a guy who I can live the rest of my life with. I am not sure if these guys is already Mr. Right or they are not

Shen: He was the guy I firstly fell in love with but he cheated on me and dated another girl. I think they had a relationship but did not last. And now he came back to me into his better self. He said he wants to have a real relationship with me. I turned into a two timer person because of this guy and until now I still hate him. I don't know if I should trust or love him again

Yang: I only met this guy online and we happen to meet. He was very handsome. I felt had a great crush on him. We dated and had sweet talks. I really like him but he is inconsistent and he only talk to me when he wants to hang out. I pranked him out that I am hurt of his inconsistence. He replied, "You don't have to be hurt. I was just busy and I get sick. You sleep well and take care."

Van: I met this unexpected guy three days ago , we watched in a movie house and had some snack. It happen that he kissed me and we had sex. The next days he still continue to communicate with me and said he is serious about me. He still wants to meet me , talk to me and spend time. He is indeed consistent guy

I talk with my ex these days. We broke up many months ago (basically he broke up with me because I am virgin and he told me he wants something casual for now. I really wanted to try things with him but he refused.) After our break up we tried to stay friends but I acted possessive and clingy when I learned he slept with a new woman. So we had big fight and stoped talking. Months passed and now I think he gave me another chance. We talk as friends but sometimes when he is with other women it bothers me. He never says about them but I know him well and I can tell when he sleeps with them. I still have feelings for him obviously. Usually he sleeps with them and after they leave we chat about random things. I know they are just sex. I know right now he doesn't want Some thing serious. But it breaks my heart that he never tried with me. We tried some things in bed at the beginning but I guess they weren' t as good as actual sex. Almost a year passed and I still think about him. Should I continue being his friend and know every time he sleeps with someone or it is better to leave but never talk again. I proposed to him to meet face to face he agreed but with his friends presense. I asked if we can meet alone he said we will see. If i will be normal and not act strange. He also told me these days that he sees me as a child because my thinking is childish and if it wasn't for that he wouldn't talk to me at all after how I was in the past. So I am a child now to him? He is 10 years older by the way but I don't think that's relevant cause the other girls he sleeps are little older than me. He has one woman now for sex but he searches for others. Basically he doesn'r want somwthing more and he knows i want more. That's all I can remember now
I hope you understood the situation. Thank you in advance for your help.😊If u could explain to me why he said this about me being a child I would appreciate 😊