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My boyfriend of 5 months and I had been fighting a lot lately (almost daily, if not daily) for about the past couple months or so. He's having severe issues with depression (he just started seeing a psychiatrist) and it's been really hard.
About a week ago he said he wasn't happy anymore in the relationship and needs to work on his depression and didn't want to be in the relationship anymore.
I had been unhappy too (just hadn't said anything) because of the fighting but before all the arguing, we were happy. So I asked him if he'd be willing to give it a few days (no specified amount of time) and see if we can stop arguing and see if he feels happy again. Four days later, I wasn't happy and it didn't seem like he was either (we hadn't been spending time together like we were supposed to) and we broke up that night; that was three nights ago. I left Friday night and came back Saturday night and am staying here for three weeks or so while I get my stuff together.

One of my friends was trying to make me feel better and gave my number out to a bunch of her guy friends and my phone was like exploding last night. An old guy friend of mine got in touch with me and wanted me to come over and I considered it because I was feeling really sad and wanted a distraction.
My ex got so mad and was telling me to leave and just go if that's what I wanted (repeatedly). It was obviously that it was really upsetting to him. He told me that he didn't care if I was dating but that he cared and it upset him if I was having sex with another guy. He said he still loves me and cares about me when I asked. I told him that I still love and care about him and he said that me telling him that mattered to him but that if it was true, I wouldn't be going to see other guys. At night, the past two nights, he's had us sleep in the sweethearts cuddle (my head on his chest and his arms around me, which is how we've always slept) and said he wanted to (not just out of habit).

Okay so me and this girl have been friends for like 7 years. I am a female as well. We've always had an eye for eachother since gradeschool but we never took it to the next level until 2 years ago. We hook up a lot and it is always so passionate. We cuddle also We tell eachother all types of things during sex, for example: I love you so much, you're my girlfriend, you're the only woman i want... you know stuff like that. lol We also cuddle from time to time. Now i have recently revealed to her that i am in love with her. she told me she wasn't looking to date a female, and that wasn't where her heart was. I took note of that, but we STILL have sex and tell each other the same things. We argue like a couple aswell and she always brings up relationship matters, even if thats not what the initial argument is about. for example, she gets upset if i hang out with other girls. and she always accuses me of messing around with other women eventhough thats not true.
We dont usually get upset about dating guys though (well she doesnt). Deep inside i hate her dating anyone although i never admit it. I think she knows that but i feel like she rubs the other guys in my face, like inviting me over when she is with them or telling me how much she likes a guy (note that this woman knows that i am in love with her). I try to support her because i realize we will never be official, so I take on the friend role a lot of times and just support what she wants.
I feel like im putting her happieness before my own. I guess i just want to know if anyone can help decode what this girl is really feeling. why would she bring other love intrests around me when she knows how i feel about her? Should i let these feelings go or should i stick around hoping maybe she'll have a change of heart?

I have been in love with this guy for a while. I been like him since i met him but he has a girlfriend. He found out that I liked him he didn't mind. We became friends like very close friends matter of fact we were bestfriends. he's girl found out she didn't like me wanted to fight me all that. He had my back defended me. They were time were we had arguments because of his girl. So His girlfriend treated him so bad she cheated on me. They went out for 5 months than he had broke up with her I got them back together. He broke up with her later on again but before he did he had told me how he caugh feelings for me. The fact that she was treating him so bad and i was treating him good. Okay so they had broken up and me and him started talking everybody knew. She found out she got mad wanted to fight me. At the same time she was claiming that she goes out with him and he was telling me it wasn't true. Found out it was true. So we were still talking cause i told him to cut her off he said " he did" which he didn't me and the girl fought. After that i didn't come to school for a while because i had to go to queens. When i came back someone had posted a status talking about they wanna fight her. In that status someone said " Her boyfriend keeps on protecting her " i was like boyfriend. so i texted the girl who said that she told me it was him. How they kissed and was all over each other he denied it but i had proof. Pictures and videos. I broke up with him than he wanted me back and he was saying all these stuff an I was like let's just be friends go back to how we were before. Lets be bestfriends again. Next day he called me we were talking and he strated calling me baby and all that. I told him to stop he told me how he don't want me to move on how he needs me all that BULLSHIT. Me and him started talking again. Than this boy texted me talking about do you still talk to him i was like yeah we kinda go out he was like really cause he go out with... He sent me screensho