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I used to think i had a terrible weight and body shape. Thought i was a 4/10. Hated being 5'10. But now with just some fitness and a bit of makeup and taking care of myself i realized i have potential to be attractive.
Also looking back on things i realized that men do stare at me , i just push them away by slouching, frowning, shyness, low self esteem.
I feel bad for this. But lots of people told me i look good and i didn't believe them.
Now i realize im just an average girl with a good body and a 'cute' average face.
I used to think i was masculine , but honestly i have very pronounced curves and i have never seen men with curves so im not masculine. I used to think also that having a cleft chin ( not very noticeable ) was a bad thing but lots of people told me its cute.
Is it a good thing im getting confidence in myself? Now i think im just average looking but not ugly , just a bit odd lol.

We had 2 dates and have been talking for 6weeks, he’s 3years younger and lives 90minutes away.

He reached out everyday until recently but I reached out and he replied and said he missed my kisses... he said he’s had a long tiring week and was about to get home from work.

I want us to continue to get to know eachother face to face and not get comfortable just texting.

I don’t know is he’s just not that interested, really busy and tired or intimidated by something.

We’ve held hands and kissed, he has this shyness but cute flirting with me. He’s simple and kind, I really like that about him

What can I do?