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One year ago , I slept with a wrong guy for one night and lost my virginity to a guy who just deceived me and was only after my virginity. It only happen onced but after that I regretted so much and was very careful until I met the right guy in my life

Today, I met a guy in Paris. He is like a man of my dreams, down to earth , loving , respectful and "The One" . I lied to him that I am still virgin because I want to feel him very lucky as I am also with him.

The guy who deceived was already left in the past and no longer communicated with him. I think it's pointless to share it to the right guy I am with now.

Would he know if I am still Virgin or Not?
My hole is not big enough to look at

I will be turning 24 in less than 2 months, and I have never had an actual girlfriend.

I am 5 feet 6 inches in height, average looking at best, introverted and have Aspergers and anxiety.

My biggest hurdle is my regret for not experiencing young love. I have been intimate with girls in the past, but I never had an actual relationship and the girls I have been intimate with were mostly strangers whom I didn't grow up with or have much of anything in common. The girl I lost my virginity to lived out of state and I only saw her in person on a weekend.

I cannot get over a woman's past relationships, especially ones that she had where both her and the other person were young at the time.

I am wanting to be a woman's very first love. It is difficult getting over anyone whom she loved or had bonds with when she was younger.

I am seeing my friends get married and engaged and I feel left out and alone.