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I never see my boyfriend and I never get cuddled or anything but im extremely affectionate and I was with my best guy friend last night who my boyfriend hates but when his friends fell asleep my friend started cuddling me and I allowed it and it got pretty far... I feel like absolute shit as I should. Do I tell my boyfriend I cheated on him or should I just carry my own strong guilt. I hate lying to him but he already has trust issues of people and I dont want him to think that ill cheat on him again or if he ever has another girlfriend I dont want him to think she'll cheat either. What do I do? also if I told him I cheated then he'd know automatically who it was and he'd probably go hurt my guy friend.

... I think I should keep it to myself but I just feel so bad hiding it.

My long term (now ex) boyfriend dumped me a week ago and gave me some pro bullshit excuses, like it it's not me it's him, that there was nobody else, how he has to focus on school and yada yada. Well I bought it and I didn't want to cause any drama so we kind of ended it on good terms. He said he still loves me and wants to stay in my life and I said I'm gonna think about it. Few days after he sent me some video on youtube (was trying act friendly, right), I replied that I liked the video (also trying to be friendly) and it was okay. Until half an hour ago, when I found out that EVERYTHING that he said to me was a lie. He was living a fucking double life for months, was cheating on me was lying about the school and everything. I don't even know where to start in experising what I'm feelings right now. I'm not joking, I'm so furious that I would beat the shit of him. Oh boy did he put the innocent act, he played me real good! I don't want to hear about him or see him every again. But I can't help but wanting to make some kind of revenge. Even just a little bit. Well he doesn't know that I found out about everything, he thinks we're cool. I still have him on all social media and I am now wondering if I should just delete/block him from everything or leave him there to see how amazing my life is without him while ignoring him when he contacts me. I literally already got over that little rat, so keeping him on social media really doesn't mean anything to me it's not like it will prevent me from moving on, I couldn't care less about him. I don't want him back and I also don't want him to know that I know everything. I'm just gonna ghost out on him. So, keep on social media or not? What will confuse him more, if I delete him or if I ignore him? And also, tips on how to stop wanting to cut his dick off would be appreciated. :)

First scenario: you just recently got the girl you've been chasing for years, you've screwed up all your previous chances by flirting and being inappropriate with other girls and lying. But, your friend who is a weak person is talking to a girl outside of his relationship and your friend is telling you he doesn't want this girl and she isn't stopping with pursuing him. So, you decide one night while drinking with your friend to prove this girl is no good. So you harass her and promise to put her through college since you're in the military and you swear you could give her more than your friend ever could and you will also be there when and if she changes her mind.

Keep in mind you do this all while your girlfriend is at work and has no idea. 3 months pass by, and you're about to ship out to basic... and the day before you leave your girlfriend finds those messages and is heart broken... when she's about to leave you, you break down and beg her not to go. You know she cares about you and can't stand to see you suffer so you talk about how you don't want to join the military or anything without her.

Second scenario: your heart has been broken repeatedly by the guy who claims to have been in love with you for years, everyone is convinced he's mad for you and acts like you should forgive him no matter what... and you're tired of playing the victim to him and having him always completely disregard your feelings and the relationship you shared... you retaliate while he's in basic and kiss another guy. It was literally a sit down, think about it, and decided to do it anyways. To make matters worse you decided to kiss your ex knowing quite well that it would hurt your boyfriend just a bit more. You've full on disregarded your relationship at this point and you're about to end it and tell your boyfriend everything.