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When Maria was 19 she had sex with a 82 year old man and got pregnant. Maria decided to keep the baby boy and named him Marvin. Maria developed postpartum depression. She was very sad all the time when Marvin cried she wanted to bang her head against the wall. She boob fed Marvin, changed his diapers, tickled his stomach, kissed his forehead and called him muffin. Marvin was a very quiet, child. He smiled a few times a day, he was affectionate towards her but he was more quiet and gentle about it. Maria found being a mother depressing and boring. Then when Marvin was 1 years old his father died from a heart attack. Maria felt like a failure, she fell into a deep depression. She became numb. She couldn't feel anything at all but did everything she could to support Marvin and made sure he was safe, well fed and taken care of. When Marvin was 2 Maria started dating again.

She dated a man named Mike, She loved this man. And Marvin liked him too. But they got into a fight and broke up. Maria had sex with three different guys in the same month and got pregnant with a baby girl. Maria could never find the father. When she got back with Mike, she gave birth to the girl and named her Selena. Maria was happy and more confident with her daughter. Selena eventually becames her favorite child but she treats both of her kids equally. She tells Marvin that he's handsome, a muffin and sweet. She tells Selena that she's strong, awesome, a star and can do anything. Years later mike gets into a fight with Maria and leaves her. Maria cries and sobs. Marvin and Selena are heartbroken. Maria feels angry and glares at 8 year old Marvin. She calls Marvin a horrible child and spanks him until his butt is bight red. Marvin screams and cries. Maria becomes stricter towards the kids. She starts spanking Selena and forcing Marvin to be more social.

is Maria a bad mother?

I used to be extremely shy. My parents are strict: so I couldnt go out to the movies (until now, I'm 17), go on sleepovers (even if it was all girls), watch more than 30min of tv a day, sit with my peers (I had to sit with my parents), date...🙄 On and on. I didn't get a phone till last year and I've been homeschooled all my life. I guess you could say I got a lot of attention from the guys so the girls either hated me and thought I was stuck up. I was too shy and didn't show any interest in the guys that flirted/liked me. I've never dated or been kissed. My focus is on being successful scholastically and making myself a better person. I am building up my confidence and when I force myself to reach out and make friends and most people that know me well like me. Because girls tend to glare at me and guys stare but don't approach me, I am as kind as possible and don't brag about anything (clothes, school, boys etc).

So I'm kinda interested in dating and guys lol but I don't know if any of them are interested in me anymore. Several guys have pursued me for years, flirted with me but gave up, play hot and cold etc. do they just consider me a challenge? Do they stare at me because they like me or just to look? Do they not approach me because they think I'll say no or cause they don't like me? I've watched my friends go through bad guys so I can tell when a guys a player. I'm talking about nice/regular guys that do this. It's I'm graduating next year so maybe when I go away to college... cause I'm stuck in a complicated situation. Help!