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Ok, so my feelings about this guy has been on and off for about 6years. I do date other guys but after the relationship crashes I somehow like him again. There's days when he flirts with me and there's other days when he just acts like a friend. Well guess what, I like him again. I've known him for my whole life and I just feel some type of way about him. I honestly don't know how to explain it. But he's just so damn hard to read, I rejected his kiss because i was too shy but God do I regret that! He messages me first once in a while but it seems like he does it when he has nothing else to do. When I ask him to hang out with me, he doesn't say no or anything and he did ask me to hang with him once in a while now. He would tease me and his hands won't stop touching me lol but I don't know if it for fun or if he actually likes me. I really like him and I feel like I understand him the most, he doesn't attempt any dirty things towards me or calls me anything bad. He's respectful but I'm really afraid to ask him.

He told me he had feelings for me also-i spoke to a girl i work with about us-thought i could TRUST her. But instead it got out about what happend between us. So he came to me and said-ive been telling people in here that NOTHING happend between us! That hurt me immensley he said i did it to save your reputation-because i care for you and DONT want people thinking your a bad or anything like that. So please tell people nothing happend between us. Again i was hurt and shocked that he would do this-but he just also got promoted to a bigger position-a supervisor, It hurts me to see that every day he is flirting with others and knows i can't say anything. he became a supervisor after everything had happend between us. I dont want to leave this job i like the job and the people. How can i work with him knowing that he's telling people it was a lie between us? What can i do? I feel betrayed!!!