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So, I've grown up without my dad for my entire life. When I was around 5 he had a new girlfriend and he never paid ANY attention to me. Whenever I would call him, his gf/baby mama would keep telling me that I had the wrong number even though he's had the same number for years. My mom threatened to take him to court if he didn't come spend time with me. He's only came to see me twice throughout my childhood and he only lived about 45 minutes away. He always took his other kids and his gf's kids places and bought them things and was happy to claim them as his. Well, a few weeks ago, I posted a picture of myself wearing a bikini and he private message me and was like, "baby girl I think you should cover up. There are creeps out there." He didn't ask me how I was or gave me an explanation on why he ignored me and this just comes to show how much his weird ass was stalking my IG page. But, we talked for a little while on IG and he asked me to take down the bikini picture and I did. I went on his IG page and he posts a lot about women, money, etc.. I saw a post where he was agreeing with something really rude and degrading about black girls and I got offended because I am black. He is black also. So, I told him that I didn't appreciate the picture and he said, he didn't make it. He just thought it was funny. So, I called him a "good for nothing deadbeat negro" and I told him not to contact me again and I cursed him out A LOT and then blocked him. I don't feel like I've done anything wrong but my mom felt like I was being disrespectful.