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Long story short i had a thing with a guy for over a year. We were never a couple but we weren't friends with benefits. Its been a couple months since I've talked to him and i messaged him to get some closure/see if it helps move on which it did. He said he was going to message me for my birthday. He wished me a belated birthday

He also said he has been thinking about us and what could of happened ( i told him i couldn't stop thinking about what happened between us and to get closure) then i asked him: "really?" He said: yea i guess. He has been single since our situation.

I had a wonderful job, life was fantastic. Then work shut down, money didn't come in, I have to be a teacher for my kids, and cook differently and keep myself taken care of somehow too.. I didn't sleep til 5am every night because I could not comprehend why I needed to go to sleep. I ate more than usual, high carb and starches; assuming for comfort and a distraction. Couple of months go by and things are opening. My job tells me there's no job for me to return to. Another month goes by while I drift off and ignore stuff so I can gain some clarification and closure. The world is fighting and people are frustrated.. Then I decide to use some money in a risky way. I pay for some tickets & courses that are not school related but will guarantee me a pension and get my life back on track. Resorted to social media for human connections, as I'm watching innocent people be filled with brainwashing information. So, I turn it off and get outside to nature and the ocean because there's so much clarity when Im there. I went every day possible that I could find within myself. Hoping that if I created a phantom routine, that'd I'd wake up and get sh*t done. Life goes back on, with lots of society-culture curves. I'm exhausted and impacted by the last while, it's clouded my inner self. ***Please keep this post uplifting and forward focused in a positive outlook***